Thank you for writing. Perhaps you can supplement the sex offender programming that you have received with books that are aimed at changing thought, or by attending sessions with a sex therapist after you get out. When you get out, I wish you self-control, empathy, and good friends.
Tracy, I have now read some of your other posts, and I see that you are a very thoughtful, intelligent person. Perhaps you have already done some psychological reading on preventing a recurrence of your crime. Again, I wish you well.