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Nicki
The time that I've wasted is my biggest regret
Spent in these place I will never forget.
Just sitting and thinking about the things I've done
The crying, the laughing, the hurt and the fun.
Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt
Behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built.
I'm trapped in my body, just wanting to run.
Back to my youth with its laughter and sun.
But the chase is over and there's no place to hide
Everything is gone, including my pride.
With reality right in my face
I'm scared, alone and stuck in this place.
Now memories of the past flash through my head
And the pain is obvious by the tears I shed.
I ask myself why and where I went wrong.
Guess I was weak when I should been strong.
It's time I change and get on with my life
Fulfilling my dreams for a family and wife.
What my future will hold I really don't know
But the years I've wasted are starting to show.
I just live for the day when I'll get a new start
And the dreams I still hold deep in my heart
I hope I can make it, I at least have to try
Because I'm heading toward death, and I don't want to die.
These is what push me to want better for myself and move above and beyond the life I once lived.
Take care.
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