Sounds like you didn't like your childhood, or that you wanted it to be over. You wanted to leave your Grandma the first chance you got, but when she needed help later in life, you were there to help her. Perhaps as repayment?
Some staff! The head nurse practitioner was really playing word games with you. But I don't think she was totally at fault, you did say you didn't want the medication when she asked you, which is like saying you don't need it because you're not sick. But then again, I ...
From what you've written, sounds to me like you were done wrong from the beginning. Your attorney sounded terrible. And things didn't get any better once you got to prison. Don't get discouraged, you'll be out soon.
your dream sounds deep, but here's what i think it means. i think the canyon of rock and concrete represents prison and the straight path and circling of the trucks represents the situations you've been through. i think you started out on a straight path, but now you're going in ...