Hey I finally found the page url but to tell u the truth I bet a 15 year old could have defended u better than that but don't worry because ur time is almost up and that day will have more meaning to me than any other day. A few ...
It sounds like something deep in ur subconscious that is constructing these images as a metaphor for well I can't really comment on it on that deep of a level yet but maybe it is a good idea to analyze it.