Hey Michael Crab hi this is Derek horse your sister‘s father. I’ve been trying to find you for years man. I didn’t know where you was but I would’ve came and seen you now I’m 70 years old and I got a heart man. I had three strokes and I miss my daughter and she’s mad at me for something that I didn’t do. We have to sit down and talk about that one day and I love you. I respect you and I appreciate your writings because you are very articulate and if you can finding your heart to forgive me, not helping you when you needed me I apologize for that, but there was nothing I can do at the time OK but I’m here for you now son cause you know you’ve always been like a son to me right and I will always be here for you because I love you and your siblings and I still love your mom. Also, if we can get to get over the past maybe one day we can be a family with the two car garage and all the fixings so here’s my here’s my email address Derek Horsey 18@gmail.com text me back soon cause I love to hear from you because you’re very intelligent and I knew I knew he was gonna be like that but I told you my arms when you’re nine months old all right and the day you kicked your mom at the bus stop because he was out in the snow that was fun. That was funny. I said well we’re going back to the house yeah cause I’m cold. Take me home while we gotta get on the bus he was in the house nice and warm eating spaghetti but mommy said if we go home maybe we sit out there in that blizzard and I kicked my mom right in her knee do you remember that son I’ll never forget it cause we’re one of the funniest moments in my life and he was two years old so reach out to me, man. I’m here for you. I love you. Never stop loving you. I always consider you one of my children dear Horsey 18@gmail.com 267-401-7692 is my phone number love you hope to hear from you soon. Hope to hear from you soon. Son bless God bless.
Dymitri, I could not find your other post to me, but I know I read it this morning. In any case, I know exactly what you said. I was so shocked you did not catch my mocking sarcasm. You were the one, D! who taught me to say, "No?" in such a way that was not an affirmation at all, but a negation. You taught me that literary device that could be read in either the positive or the negative depending on the context. Of course, the classification system is corrupt. The entire criminal justice system is profoundly broken. Justice? No way. You can't see the context of other posts on BTB but there are other posters in Cali that have felt the sting of injustice. In some cases, such as release for old age or terminal illness, the laws are being broken by the system itself. And yet no one is accountable. In any case, I think your post said something like, "You of all people..." EXACTLY. True that. Short text bursts are not face-to-face communication where body language and nuance is revealed by communicator. Anyway, I wish I could find that message, so I would know if I addressed your concerns. Okay, more soon by snail mail. FJP
I was disappointed to see you did not get my snail mail. Of course I can reprint it and I can also send you an update from two and a half months later!
My tieing the troll to "Whispers," is simply the hate posts got particularly hateful after you posted his obit. I mean it was a sad enough story already for those who followed his journey on BTB, to hear as Paul Harvey would say, "The Rest of the Story," but to hear the hate speech spewing from that particular hater was just hard, D. Plain and simple. You know how upset it made me and in turn, made you, after I took steps to get some of the hate speak deleted. I learned lessons you taught me from all that, and I hate to bring it up now after all this time has passed. For you to see the "blessing" in the curse is so you, D. Although it did not "raise your blood pressure," you might say, when anyone messes with my friends, they are messing with me. So yeah, I got my granny undies in a bunch...time goes by, we get older, and things look different. Sigh. In any case, let me get to your other post. FJP
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My tieing the troll to "Whispers," is simply the hate posts got particularly hateful after you posted his obit. I mean it was a sad enough story already for those who followed his journey on BTB, to hear as Paul Harvey would say, "The Rest of the Story," but to hear the hate speech spewing from that particular hater was just hard, D. Plain and simple. You know how upset it made me and in turn, made you, after I took steps to get some of the hate speak deleted. I learned lessons you taught me from all that, and I hate to bring it up now after all this time has passed. For you to see the "blessing" in the curse is so you, D. Although it did not "raise your blood pressure," you might say, when anyone messes with my friends, they are messing with me. So yeah, I got my granny undies in a bunch...time goes by, we get older, and things look different. Sigh. In any case, let me get to your other post. FJP
Thank you for your lovely poetry :)