This print speaks to me in so many ways, not just for my beliefs in balance that must keep the world on its course, but its beautiful to me. Id love to know more about how to maintain a lifestyle as you do, as I am also living but only for a few years do I have any experience and will always have my weak times when I feel as if I am going to falter, even if I do not want to fall back down. Any advice would be appreciated, even those these times over the past few years have became few and far between, much more rarely do they occur, if anything Ive experienced only 3 of them within over 6 years. One of which I knew was leading me down a negative path inside and I knew to cut the thoughts loose ASAP before they reached deep into my soul and refused to let go- which would only remind me of the past where I did not appreciate all the wonder surrounding me daily. Thanks XRAY for being an inspiration for me to grow in every way possible, it is not always easy to go it alone but I have adjusted in ways that I am proud of but not in a boastful manner. I have grown alot stronger over time but I do believe I could (with advice from one like me and plus the life experiences from here until my life ends on this earth) achieve so so much and even that is not a thought of my own, its a thought deep in my soul that is lacking because I dont know where to turn next to further my beliefs. Any words of wisdom or advice for a new soul that just yrs ago fell into the right place and state of mind through the grace of his love above? -C.C.

When referring to the feeling deep within my soul that was not originally my own thought entirely, I wanted to elaborate a bit: Its as if my creator who knows me better than any of my worldly friends/loved ones as he made me, knows I am capable of reaching the limits that even I do not feel strong enough to do. Its almost as if its a very strong pull that has been getting heavier with time. There are many things that occured (medically, due to my stupid actions before I chose to use the right way of thinking, etc) or began a decade ago mainly, that show me that I should not be alive unless its for a reason. So many instances where I was literally unscatched and left with nothing but mental memory of the issues/coming so close to death- and at one time these were not just mental memories but scars that I used as an excuse to suffer from to pity myself. This was 10-13 yrs ago. I truly feel I am being told I am ALIVE and was kept ALIVE because of a bigger purpose meant just for me and the revealing of that, should I take the stroll and meet my Creator halfway and have a heart to heart about it via my soul/self, seems to be pulling me harder lately as if the time is growing more and more near in some way, or maybe I am just exaggerating? However, this is something that I did not ever consider on my own with my own thinking and believing.....its simply as if it started out as a vague pull from my soul but the direction was unknown as was the place it was coming from for a year and a half. Then it only has grown more intense, especially since the end of 2010, start of 2011, and I can no longer ignore it. Maybe He above finally feels I am strong enough inside and out to achieve his meaning for me here on earth? It sure is strong and growing only stronger even when my mind is elsewhere 100 percent. what do you think about this? -CC