Daily Journal
July 22-, 2013

Monday July 22, 2013 6:09AM
Just watching the news. This is one sick world. So much hate, so much violence. I'm getting to where I'm tired of watching the news. Here I am trying to fight against capital punishment, and I watch the news seeing women and children killed. Oh the death penalty won't stop it or deter it in any way, shape or form. There's no good answer. I've seen when that little 8 year old girl Cherish, was murdered a couple of months ago. I was enraged! If I could have got my hands on that idiot that molested and killed her. Well by the time I was done with him he would have wished he was dead!! I see this senseless violence and it pisses me off so badly. So I can only imagine the public's anger. Beautiful 22 year old woman found dead in Georgia over the weekend. She had a 4 year old and a 1 year old child to raise. Breaks my heart. And the idiot that killed her, I wouldn't kill him, I'd torture him. If that was my daughter or girl friend, it would take an act of God to stop me. We humans are sick. People will say what about you? I'm nothing like those people. I made mistakes while on alcohol and drugs and being around the wrong person. Oh, alcohol and drugs, that's no excuse! The hell it ain't!! Alcohol makes everyone who consumes it an IDIOT!! Cops, judges, mayors, etc get behind the wheel driving, cause alcohol screwed their sense of judgment up!! I'd have never made these choices had I not been drinking, doing drugs and hanging out with an idiot. People say, you have the choice. Yeah, unless your father starts you off young, and by the time you're in your teens you're already addicted. I was a product of my environment. So much regret. So many would of, should of, could ofs. Life is unforgiving. You have one life, one chance. Cherish it always. For today could be the last day of the rest of your life. Love always! Tell people what they mean to you. Guess I'll do some writing and see if they pull us for recreation.

8:03AM
No rec for this morning. Maybe this afternoon. I've just been walking listening to music. Need to write a few churches.

10:24AM
Just finished working out. I'm pouring sweat. After I cool down I'm going to wash up and hope they call recreation. Wrote 2 churches this morning.

11:52AM
They did call rec, but the weather shows some major storms coming this way, so we may not make it out and if we do, they may bring us in early due to lightning.

3:30PM
They did not run rec because of the lightning. I washed clothes and I'm waiting on dinner then showers, then bed.

Tuesday July 23, 2013 6:08AM
Hoping to go to rec today. Still looks like more rain. The news is just depressing lately. All this Zimmerman crap, people need to move on. He stalked that kid, he was wrong. But it's over with. The white people didn't riot when O.J. got away with killing Nicole and Ron. Sometimes things aren't fair. Hell, life isn't fair! It's a waste of money to try to get a federal trial, cause the prosecution can never prove that Zimmerman stalked him because he was black. There's no evidence to support it. Although I like most people assumed he stalked him because he was black. But it's one thing to assume. It's another thing to prove it. And there's no evidence to prove it. And I don't care for Zimmerman. So I'm not taking up for him. But the facts are the facts. Guess I'll do some writing.

10:44AM
Just got back in from rec. Worked out then played one game of basketball. Was out there with guys from 5-Top who I hadn't seen in a long time. It was nice getting out there playing basketball. My knee hurts already. I'm going to eat, do some churches, then wash clothes and bathe.

11:38AM
Just finished eating. Soon as the mail lady comes through picking up legal mail, I'll bathe. Have to watch bathing at this back door 'cause if a female walks up to the back door she can see right in my cell so I've got to arrange my bathing around that.

3:00PM
Bathed, washed clothes, and just been laying back listening to my music. Got a couple of new pens, so just trying them out. My thigh hurts where I got hit on the basketball court. It hurts all the way to the bone. Hope we get recreation on Thursday. I need a day's rest. Go out and do some more dips and pull ups. That blue pen doesn't work too good. I'm going to lay down until dinner gets here.

Wednesday July 24, 2013 6:24AM
Rough night's sleep last night. I woke up a lot, mainly because of this back door getting slammed.

9:57AM
Just been doing some writing. It's been raining so it's cool in here. I think I'm going to work out here shortly.

11:01AM
Just been walking. My leg is seriously hurting. I took ibuprofen and put analgesic balm on it, can't get the soreness out of it. Hope they don't call rec, but if they do, I'm going.

1:54PM
Just finished working out. Wasn't too bad. Could have been better.

Thursday July 25, 2013 5:54AM
No mail last night. Seen on the news this morning where they set another date, Aug 5, for Ferguson. Still haven't heard any more on Gore. Guess I'll write a church or two this morning. Then work out. I hope we get afternoon rec but got to be ready just in case they show up this morning.

11:01AM
Just got back from recreation. I played basketball. Won about 10 games, lost one. But my knees are hurting. I don't know if I'll play any more basketball. I also got to talk to some people that I haven't seen in a long time. I'm fixing to wash clothes.

3:59PM
Just been laying here. I can't hardly walk. My knees are shot! I'm too old to play basketball. Right now I'm just waiting on dinner. After that I'll lay back down until I go to sleep. Hope to get woke up with some mail.

4:49PM
Finished eating and I'm calling it a day.