Letter to Daughter

Good Morning Rosie,
I finished my morning ritual and lost a game of chess - playing black on level 5 out of 8 - which
gives me a chance to win every once in awhile - it also gives me the most enjoyment ... I sure
wish I had access to an artificial intelligence program - I once tried getting one on my email list -
with no success ... Before this nightmare began - I was very much seeking to become tech
savvy and was on the verge of acquiring a simple word processor to assist with my desire to
write and publish books - yes - I wanted to become an author -:but more importantly - I want
custody of you and Mike - I was planning our future that had us traveling the country in a
motorhome and you two being home schooled - I was within months of achieving that goal - it
was all coming together and wham it collapsed and turned into the, nightmare I been living for
over the past four decades ... I've wrote and touched on this subject a few times over the years,
but my primary goal has been in winning my vindication and even though I been able to show
overwhelmingly that I was denied a fair and impartial trial - the legal system has failed me
throughout this entire nightmare !!! Tonight I am esthetic to be able to share this with you as it
helps me feel vindicate for the lost time taken from us - I can't say how things could have been
or how they would have worked out - this nightmare I been living destroyed everything and it
has never made any sense - why would I kill my girlfriends 28 year old son for no reason -
especially when I was so close to achieving my goal of having you and Mike with me 24/7 ?!?
What made matters worse for me is that I was turned into a bad guy with you and Mike - I was
made to appear guilty of murder and having to try and defend against that without the needed
help - since the evidence of my innocence was being covered up and still is to this day !!! I use
to dream of you and Mike coming to my rescue when you reached adulthood and reaching out
to me - only that never happen - the most baffling thing to me Is why Mike turned against me ...
Here he is holding on to the emotional state of a ten year old and could care less to understand
the truth of things - Rosie I give you all the credit in the world for opening your door to me and
allowing me to share this with you - I never stopped loving you and Mike - having you two ripped
from my arms has been worse than being sentenced to death because the truth was being
denied you ... I'm still suffering as I have at least reached this point with you and sit here dying
... So please forgive me if I am depressed and go into my shell ...
I love you - your Father - xoxo