Oct. 12, 2012

A Selfish Desire

by Ronald W. Clark, Jr (author's profile)

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Ronald W. Clark Jr
Sept 20, 2012

"A Selfish Desire"

I've been considering and then reconsidering my thoughts of trying to find me a woman to love. And it's really selfish on my part to want to bring a woman into my world, to experience the hell of death row. To deal with the fact that I may be executed one day, or just dealing with the overall totality of this place. It's a very selfish desire that I have. Loneliness makes us do foolish and selfish things.

I often lay here and think about holding a woman in my arms, kissing her, and getting lost in that passionate kiss and tender embrace. But at the cost of what? Another's happiness. No, I'm afraid that I must deny myself of the one thing that I truly desire, and that is to find a woman to love and be loved by. Such is the heartache and disappointments of life. Yes, I had a selfish desire, but haven't we all at some point and time. So I'll remain alone and subdue my desire to love and be loved by another.

Regretfully
Ronald W. Clark Jr
Sept 20, 2012

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