Oct. 31, 2012

Life Without Parole

by Ronald W. Clark, Jr (author's profile)

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Ronald W. Clark jr
October 1, 2012

"Life Without Parole"

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Life without parole... a walking death sentence. Just imagine spending the rest of your natural life behind bars, never to taste freedom again. To become a slave to the state. To work and toil the days, weeks, months and years away, with nothing to show for it. Your only accomplishment is you've stayed alive. But for what? Oh where there's life... there's hope. I've heard that garbage one too many times. I don't buy into it. Life without parole, doomed to slave labor until your dying breath. There's no hope there, there's nothing appealing about that. Becoming a slave to the state, being mistreated year in and year out, for the rest of your natural life. Hope! Where does one find hope in that?! You're still living. Who gives a damn! "Do we fear death so much, that we look upon being a low life slave more favorable than death? Not I!" For I've seen the way lifers are mistreated by staff, how they are belittled and treated like a dog. And that's hope? I think not!"

Life without parole is not hope. I've met men who came to deathrow... Killed men in population to get this death sentence, to get away from that walking death sentence where he could find no hope. That's desperation, without any signs of hope, where one kills, in order to be killed. And there are numerous cases where men have done this. I talked to them, and they told me why they committed murder while serving life. Because they preferred death over life without parole. They explained what it was like to be a slave to the state. Forced to work and labor for no pay or food time. Work and labor to keep yourself behind bars. Where people have forgotten about you. Where you don't mean squat!" And where your options are suicide by your hands, or the state's.

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And they out of desperation choose to murder, in order to get murdered. And if that's hope, well I'm already at hope's door, I'm a hop, skip and jump away from the death chamber. Nope... From what I've seen and head, life without parole does not appeal to me.

So where do I find hope? In Florida's death chamber? Yes - or possibly dying in my sleep one lucky night. Who knows - maybe my death with be a result of my own making. All I know... is life without parole scares the hell out of me.

Sincerely
Ronald W. Clark jr
October 1, 2012

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SAH Posted 12 years ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 11 months ago   Favorite
I'd be even more afraid to face the higher power when that time comes if I were you. Dying will be the easy part. The ultimate judge you have not yet faced. Rather than continue to rant, rave and rage about your conditions - have you considered taking this last bit of time making peace with yourself and asking your higher power for forgiveness? Instead of continuing some rather questionable rants and blogs about Reddish (sp?), could you not have used that time more productively? You only hurt yourself with posting, for instance, the DUI allegations. You're kicking the junk yard dog expecting NOT TO GET BIT. But...bit you have and will continue to be. You're not as bright as you think you are, Mr. Clark.

iThinkB4uAct1981 Posted 12 years ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 11 months ago   Favorite
SAH, I somewhat agree with you... Mr. Clark, I enjoy much more your posts when you share stories about your past and what's on your mind. I find them much more interesting then you angrily speaking on behalf of the the CO's of the prison you are in. I cannot imagine what you are going through but as I have been told, You always want to make the best of what you have. No matter what, there is always someone worse off than you.

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