DAILY JOURNAL
May 1 - 12, 2013

Wednesday May 1, 2013 5:46 pm. Just finished washing clothes. I spent the day doing art and writing. Waiting on the shower now. Won't get it until 7:30 - 8 pm then I'll watch Survivor and go to sleep. I got up at 3 am. There was talk about a dental tool coming up missing, which is what the shake down yesterday was about. And there was talk about them coming down here today. Never happened. They ran rec this morning, and canteen this afternoon about 1:30 pm. Other than that it's been a typical day. I hope to get some mail tonight. Fixing to watch some news and wait on the shower.

Thursday May 2, 2013 4:53 pm. Just finished eating. I'm goint to wash clothes and then bathe. My water is meesed up. Them plummer's are screwing the sinks up and then trying to charge us to fix them. Other than that it's been an uneventful day. I wrote a couple of letters, did some art work, and that's about it. Just another day.

Friday May 3, 2013 4:02 pm. Just sitting here waiting on dinner. Still haven't got my water fixed. I spent the day as I usually do, writing and doing art. I'm hoping my hobby craft supplies come in any day. Maybe next week. I should get my new razor next week as well. I'm first in the shower tonight as soon as I come back, I'm going to sleep.

Saturday May 11, 2013 2:29 pm. Just sitting here messing around with some art. I haven't written in the journal in a week. I was actually thinking about stopping it. I got so sidetracked with the art and reading. I've been in that Bible alot lately. Also been following along with these T.V. preachers. There's a couple of them that I actually like. And I've had a couple write me back. Well I heard last weekend that another death warrant was signed. Billy V. I don't know how to spell his last name. I don't know him either. I heard he's set for June. So two guy's are on death watch now. Sad situation. I heard Elmer is set for May 29, Billy is set for sometime in June. I went out to recreation on Wednesday. They still have me going out by myself. I heard Gary Alvord is at the hospital, brain cancer and their expecting him to die any day now. He's been on death row longer than anyone in the U.S. either 38 or 39 years. They could never execute him because he's mentally ill. It was a waste of time and money leaving him here on the row. Buck is also up at medical. I heard he's in bad shape. His liver is messed up. I got a letter from my Dad the other day. He's still getting by. He just turned 66 on May 1. My Mother will be up here next weekend, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. I finally got my water fixed yesterday. But my light switch broke Thursday. So now I'm trying to get that fixed. I exercised yesterday. Been writing some ministries. I did six Bible studies yesterday just to send them back to the ministry. Told them don't send anymore. I don't like to be led. When I study I let my studies take me where they take me, cause man will lead you wrong 9 out of ten. Man cannot be trusted. Not even me. I don't trust my damn self. Jeremiah 17:9 says it all. "THE HEART is deceitful above all things and beyond cure." Nope man's not to be trusted cause you don't know what's in his hear. And lies will quickly come from his lips and spew deceit. Trust no one, suspect everyone. For today's friend can be tomorrow's enemy. Well I need to do some more art work. It's so hot in here. But back to work.

Sunday May 12, 2013 9:52 am. Happy Mother's Day! I was sitting here watching a church show. This morning I wrote a piece called Earthly Riches just because of what happy go lucky wrote in a comment about being children of a King. The Apostles and Christ wasn't chasing money, nor did they have or want earthly riches. Yet today's Christians, all they care about is earthly riches. It's these preachers fault for misleading people. Well to pass the day I need to do some art and write some letters. Need to pray also. But I feel like such a heel even asking for faith when you have Mother's praying for children that are dying. There was a woman on the CBS world new's Friday whose adopted baby girl died. So sad. This life is so brutal. I really enjoyed seeing them three women and the little girl escape that house of horror's they endured for ten years. That phone psychic told that poor woman on the Montel Williams show several year's back that her daughter was dead. Yes, that's what I thought too. But I'd have never done no ruthless crap like that, telling someone something that I did not know, that would be so heartbreaking just so I can boost my book sales. But hey. We're human and we are deceitful evil people! Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure." Well time to do some art work.

5:29 pm. Finished eating. Fixing to wash some clothes, bathe, and lay back and watch some T.V. I didn't do alot today. I did do alot of praying and there was alot of people praying for me. Well I'm going to call it a day and put this on the door.