Sept. 11, 2013

What's New(August 2013)

by Doyle Ray Tesch Jr (author's profile)


What New - August 2013

To everyone who know me. I have recently had a dramatic life change. Only through Jesus. Before I go any farther, I was a man that indulged in homosexual activity hard. Sex I could not live without.

Now I am saved through Jesus Christ. I no longer indulge in homosexual activity. I try to walk the life God intended for me.

There is someone who is reading this that I had homosexual encounters with. I still love you and hope you give your life to Christ. The voices and depression is easier on me. I have not had sex with a man. I also do not masturbate anymore. Not even to a perverted thought. I still wish to communicate with you. You are still my best friend. I wish to see you on the outside alive and in good spirits. I don't think the homosexual thing was for you. It is not for anyone. There is a lot of health risk and abuse with it. I want to apologize for taken advantage of you, I believe I pushed homosexuality on you and you felt you had to do it because you was my friend. I was wrong. You be who you want to be. And I am sorry. Please forgive me.

Through my experience in life with sexuality I have contracted an STD and someone I messed with is showing sign of HIV and is being tested for it. So please, anyone who is a Christian or want to believe there is a higher power. Pray for me. And I will let you know how my testing goes. I also need a prayer for strength and peace.

Now, I want to tell you how my life is now. I am enrolled in GED classes, the teacher say she believes I should be ready to test out at the end of this month. I am planning on enrolling in the college course here. Also I am housed on F4 - Green Unit. They changed the units here. E - Red Unit is segregation. F1 - Purple Unit is transition, F2 - Blue Unit is victim/low risk unit. F3 - Yellow Unit is medium risk. F4 - Green Unit is sexual predator/high risk. I don't care where I am, my release date is soon. If I beat this or I get out December 30, 2015. I start my new job tomorrow as the chapel porter. I am looking forward to this.

Well, if there is anything you want to know that I did not mention in this blog, leave a comment asking. You can ask anything, I will be 100% honest. Till next time, peace and God bless!

- Doyle Tesch


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AuntDollie Posted 6 years, 4 months ago. ✓ Mailed 6 years, 4 months ago   Favorite
Sorry, I have not wrote in awhile. I have changed where I work and am driving to Batesville everyday and with other things going on, I am tired at the end of the day and even though I think of you frequently, I just have not gotten around to either writing or mailing what I have wrote. I do have your Christmas card here. I talked with your mom and asked her to explain the next time she talked with you. She said you got your GED. Proud of you but I was more glad that you had accepted Christ as your Savior. The above blog was the first I had heard about the HIV, what did the test show? Grandpa and grandma are doing okay...holding their own, I guess you could say. Steven is going to have a new baby in April. I don't know what is going on in your family cause I haven't been able to get up there and haven't seen them since Sept when grandpa was really sick. Well it is snowing and cold here for AR. Wind chill suppose to be -9 tonight. Dread having to get out in it in the morning. Well keep up the good work and hopefully I will get your card to you by next Christmas....
Aunt dollie

stephen Posted 6 years, 3 months ago. ✓ Mailed 6 years, 3 months ago   Favorite
I see u found Jesus I wish u the best of luck I'm still a wiccan if u did get a care pakage I don't care I don't believe n sex no more I having jacked off in awhile and feel its a waiste of time I still want to be with you hit me up when u get this

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