What New - August 2013

To everyone who know me. I have recently had a dramatic life change. Only through Jesus. Before I go any farther, I was a man that indulged in homosexual activity hard. Sex I could not live without.

Now I am saved through Jesus Christ. I no longer indulge in homosexual activity. I try to walk the life God intended for me.

There is someone who is reading this that I had homosexual encounters with. I still love you and hope you give your life to Christ. The voices and depression is easier on me. I have not had sex with a man. I also do not masturbate anymore. Not even to a perverted thought. I still wish to communicate with you. You are still my best friend. I wish to see you on the outside alive and in good spirits. I don't think the homosexual thing was for you. It is not for anyone. There is a lot of health risk and abuse with it. I want to apologize for taken advantage of you, I believe I pushed homosexuality on you and you felt you had to do it because you was my friend. I was wrong. You be who you want to be. And I am sorry. Please forgive me.

Through my experience in life with sexuality I have contracted an STD and someone I messed with is showing sign of HIV and is being tested for it. So please, anyone who is a Christian or want to believe there is a higher power. Pray for me. And I will let you know how my testing goes. I also need a prayer for strength and peace.

Now, I want to tell you how my life is now. I am enrolled in GED classes, the teacher say she believes I should be ready to test out at the end of this month. I am planning on enrolling in the college course here. Also I am housed on F4 - Green Unit. They changed the units here. E - Red Unit is segregation. F1 - Purple Unit is transition, F2 - Blue Unit is victim/low risk unit. F3 - Yellow Unit is medium risk. F4 - Green Unit is sexual predator/high risk. I don't care where I am, my release date is soon. If I beat this or I get out December 30, 2015. I start my new job tomorrow as the chapel porter. I am looking forward to this.

Well, if there is anything you want to know that I did not mention in this blog, leave a comment asking. You can ask anything, I will be 100% honest. Till next time, peace and God bless!

- Doyle Tesch

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