SEPT. 10, 1013: 3:40PM: LISTENING TO BRASS MONKEY: BY THE BEASTIE BOYS
HI KAT, HOW ARE YOU? [ GOT YOUR COMMENT TODAY FROM AUG. 22. TAKES SOME TIME BUT I'M SURE
THE PEOPLE WHO RUN THE BLOG SITE ARE REALLY BUSY. THE LAST POST THEY SENT TO ME FROM YOU
WAS IN JULY. THATS WHEN YOU WERE TELLEN ME ABOUT YOUR FRIEND THAT YOU WRITE TO IN PRISON.
IF YOU POSTED ANOTHER COMMENT SINCE THEN, I NEVER GOT IT. MAIL IN JAIL IS SOMETIMES BAD.
IF IT GOES TO THE WRONG CELL OR BLOCK, AND THE GUARD DOESN'T CATCH IT, SOME SCUMBAG PRISONERS
WILL KEEP IT. HAPPENS IN HERE. SADLY NO, STILL NO WORD FROM SONJA. WE USED TO PRETTY CLOSE.
BUT SHE IS MOVING ON IN HER LIFE I GUESS. I SENT HER A NEW PHOTOGRAPH AND ASKED HER TO MAKE
ME A BUNCH OF COPIES. HOPING THIS WOULD FORCE HER TO SIT DOWN AND WRITE. BUT STILL NO WORD.
NO, I CAN'T GET MY JOB BACK NOR CAN I GET A NEW ONE ANY TIME SOON. THIS HERNIATED DISC IN
MY LOWER BACK IS CAUSING ALOT OF PAIN. YOU SOUND FUN. YOU JUST SOUND LIKE A GIRL THAT HAS
ALOT OF FUN AND WOULD BE FUN HANGING OUT WITH. SKIING, ICE SKATING, I'VE NEVER DONE EITHER
OF THEM. I SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE IN JAIL. JUVY, PRISON. I WAS A WASTED LIFE. I LOVED TO HAVE
FUN. I LOVE HAVING FUN WITH JUSTINE. WE ALWAYS HAD FUN. I WOULD TAKE HER TO EVERY CARNIVAL
OR FAIR AND WE WOULD DO AS MUCH AS WE HAD MONEY FOR. AND WE NEVER GOT BORED. I KNOW I THREW
MY LIFE AWAY BUT JUSTINE WOULD HAVE BEEN 33 LAST WEEK AND IT KILLS ME INSIDE THAT SHE IS
GONE. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP LIVING IN THE PAST. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LET GO. I'VE CAUSED
SO MUCH PAIN, SO MUCH DESTRUCTION, I HAVE SO MANY REGRETS, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON AND
DEAL WITH THEM. I WANT TO BUT I HAVEN'T LEARNED HOW TO YET. ANYWAY, MY PROBLEM TO DEAL WITH.
I USED TO READ ALOT. I SPENT ALOT OF TIME IN THE HOLE {DID YOU REAL MY WRITING ON THE HOLE?}
BUT WHILE I DID MY TIME IN THE HOLE, I READ ALOT. SOME OF MY FAVORITE AUTHORS, MARIO PUZO,
JOHN GRISHAM, JACKIE COLLINS, LISA SCOTTOLINE. THERE ARE MORE BUT I HAVEN'T HONESTLY READ
A BOOK IN LIKE 3 YEARS. WELL THATS WRONG. I HAVE READ 3 BOOKS IN 3 YEARS. I GOT OUTTA THE
HOLE IN MID 2010 AND STOPPED READING. BUT MY BUDDY IS FROM A WEALTHY FAMILY AND HIS PARENTS
BUY HIM BOOKS EVERY MONTH AND HE LET ME READ THE 3 BOOKS OF THE 50 SHADES OF GRAY SERIES.
AND LET ME TELL YOU, I WAS NOT IMPRESSED. YES, WE CAN GET BOOKS FROM THE LIBRARY BUT THIS
LIBRARY HERE IS ANCIENT. THEY DON'T HAVE ANY NEWER BOOKS. EVERYTHING IS AT LEAST A DECADE
OLD OR EVEN OLDER. IT'S OK, TODAY I GOT A FEW RESPONSES TO MY BLOG AND MY DAUGHTERS THERAPIST
WROTE ME ALSO. AND SO DID MY FRIENDS IN ITALY. LISA {SHE IS LIKE MY BABY SISTER}, SHE JUST
TOLD ME SHE MET A 42 YEAR OLD MAN. SHE IS HALF THAT AGE. SO A AM NOT ENCOURAGED. BUT I LOVER
HER AND I'LL SUPPORT HER IN WHATEVER CHOICES SHE MAKES. WELL I HAVE TO GET IN THE SHOWER.
I WENT TO THE GYM AND THOUGH I CAN'T DO MY EXTREME FITNESS CLASS ANYMORE, I GOT ON THE
ELLIPTICAL RUNNING MACHINE AND I RAN ON IT FOR 40 MINUTES. I ENJOYED IT. NOW I HAVE TO SHOWER.
TAKE CARE KAT & THANX FOR THINKING OF ME & FOR SENDING A NOTE. MEANS MORE THAN YOU REALIZE.
GO HAVE SOME FUN, GO ENJOY YOUR LIFE. I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU AGAIN. CIAO.

P.S. AS LONG AS I GET THEM IN THE MAIL, I'LL
ALWAYS RESPOND TO YOUR POSTS. IF I DON'T RESPOND,
THAT MEANS I NEVER GOT THEM.