Date: 3/26/2020 8:27:01 AM

"SABOTAGE"
By Ronald W. Clark Jr
Today is March 12, 2020 and I'm being accused of sabotaging a relationship that should have never taken place. Four days ago on March 8, 2020 I get an email from my ex, cause she doesn't like what I'm writing on my blog. She also emails my fiancée. What's comical is that she's now one of those death row groupie prison girlfriends. The same type of woman she use to criticize, claiming she was better than, because we knew each other on the street, and had a 38 year history. Some good that was! See this relationship started going sour in the summer of 2018 when she stole from me, and then lied about it, she messed up my trust in her! She's going to lie and steal from the only person that truly loved her!!! If it wasn't for that love, me wanting to take care of her because of the love I had for her, and her mom, I would have left then. This relationship was built on a foundation of lies and manipulation anyways! She admitted it on Sunday February 25, 2018 that she got me through manipulating me. Oh yes I told her jokingly that I was going to write the date down! I did as you can see. When she threw a fit and walked out on January 21, 2018, I should have never let her back in my life after that. Again I put my judgement and common sense to the side, because of misplaced love!! My stupidity! I seen how self-centered she was, and I kept making excuses. Yes there's a thin line between love and hate. And she's the only woman that ever crossed it. She cheated on me with a so-called friend that I'm trying to get her to help out with getting his visits and rec back. Then he does this!!! And I'm the last one to find out! The officers are around here reading our emails, laughing at my stupidity. And then this guy "so-called friend" outs her in a note that he sends to me. Wow! And then she trusts him?!! All the guys around here know, and can't believe she's so stupid!! Guys have seen Clo and said, Dog you upgraded big time! And the women in the visiting park have been talking straight shit about my ex for the past several weeks. She's made us the laughing stock of death row. Yes that song by the Persuaders I've heard it thousands of times growing up, but never truly understood it until now. Now I completely grasp what they're singing about. Yes this last relationship was so toxic from start to finish! And it was one I should have never got into. Yes I walked out and broke up with her on Sunday July 21, 2019 disgusted with her lies but more so with her cheating on me. She said, I don't see how you're taking it so well, I cheated on you! Well I wasn't taking it well! But I truly loved this woman with all my heart. And because of that, I overlooked so much! I kept trying to put it behind me, and show her "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE". But cheating on me, that was the straw that broke the camel's back! Due to our history and the love I had for her, I was going to try to maintain a friendship, until she got off my visiting list, with the intent of getting on this other inmate's visiting list here in this same institution, this so-called backstabbing-ass friend, who I was trying to help, and who cheated with my woman. Well I told my classification officer Mrs. Mahoney the last week of July, 2019 not to allow it. I quoted the rule. 33-601.216 section (9)
"A visitor approved to visit a non-family inmate shall not be removed from the visiting list of the inmate for the purpose of visiting another non-family inmate at the same institution."
Mrs. Mahoney stated she (my ex) will have to wait six months before applying to get on this other inmate's visiting list. I then filed a grievance on it, again quoting that rule. Assistant Warden Tiffany Knox denied my grievance. I then filed an appeal to Tallahassee, when they responded they blew me off as well. So I already knew they weren't going to follow the rules that were put in place to protect the good working order and overall security of the institution.
Well on Saturday February 22, 2019 I'm sitting here in my cell, when I start hearing my ex came down from Oklahoma for the weekend, came in to visit, and at approximately 12:30 pm was escorted back out, and the inmate was placed on disciplinary confinement for violating the rules. To me, it was POETIC JUSTICE!!! But it goes to show that the FDOC wants us to follow rules, that they themselves fail to abide by. For she should have never been allowed back in here! This is two different standards set for all. The administrations excuse, oh we don't know her (my ex's) intent. Well that's a boldface lie! She contacted classification and questioned them about getting off my list and getting onto his visiting list. So they had absolutely no excuse whatsoever for violating this rule that was put in place, in order to protect the safety and security and good working order of this maximum security facility. Correctional Staff, visitors and inmates have been running around here talking about this for the past several weeks. Talking about how she should have never been allowed back in here, and how this had the potential to get someone hurt. This drama, was created by my ex, with the assistance of the prison administration. What were they thinking? Imagine you're cheated on, heart broke, you walk into the room and there's this so-called friend holding the woman you loved? That's enough to push someone over the edge. That's why the rule was put in place.
Bottom line is this, my ex-friend and ex-girlfriend put a spotlight on their self, by their actions.
Sending emails getting off and on Jpay and creating all this drama. So it's your fault, that they're now going to enforce this rule, not mine. So don't blame me for your mistakes. You're no longer permitted to get on my Jpay email account. So stay out of my world! Stay out of my life! Leave me and my beautiful fiancée alone!