Donny Steward E-04997
C.M.F. H2-229L
P.O.B. 2000
Vacaville, CA 95696
April 21, 2021
Dear Between The Bars;
Many thanks and blessings be bestowed upon you and your organization. It has been quite a few years since I’ve heard from you. I’ve been litigating 7 civil suites and my conviction for about -well 2014 on the conviction and between 2016, 2018 and 2019 on my civil complaints. While I’m litigating I’ve obtained a tremendous amount of knowledge in the criminal law journey. Been very successful in some case but in others it’s a day-by-day struggle. Yet, it keeps my mind sharp, my wits keen and my decorum the strength in tact.
Now concerning that “recent comment left for Donny Steward”. It seems to have a voice I’ve long to hear and a person I’ve missed beyond life and time. Plus, I remember drawing that dragon in a set of different Dragons for the essence that gives the beat to my heart - My daughter Japonica.
I have not heard from her since 2015 and I cried in darkness, bitter tears of missing the female part of my own DNA.
Please give her this message:
I lost everyone and every thing. God broke my spirit years ago and rebuilt this broken man. I have experience physical pain where one begs for death. I have took the journey of bitterness in spite of my shame, deprivation and found remorse my own true friend. Yet, through faith in God who is the Redeemer of His own in sorrow of loosing you Japonica. I was and still am sick to the perfection in kindness as I have forged from this life God’s spiritman by His own will for my life. Once I learned to love me completely the only thing left for me was to learn to love the human soul. For in the loss of so many loved ones I still find myself looking back at all the destruction in my wake, and pray for strength which God truly gives me to continue living so I can find that one star that’s missing every morning looking at me so that I can say please Know I need you and have survived death destruction suicide attempts, mental health issues, broken bones, excessive force by officers, poison, and many years of mental anguish to one day be blessed to see you – Japonica if only once before I leave this earth. (I love you more than you will ever know. Please write, please say something -anything-. It doesn’t matter. I’ve lost one. Will I loose you too?)
Thank you Between The Bars
Respectfully Yours
Donny Steward
2012 jan 24
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