Strength's Way

: Life - Thoughts, in words, words from thoughts —

Missing my daughter - Daniyah Justice ~

As you have lived this many years, I have died inside many times, broken down in the darkness of stone walls and firey skies, feeling so week inside, listening to my soul cry, being sorry for each day we're apart. Wishing my freedom would rain down as I pray the words of a million tears. Damn I'm falling apart...

No matter how old you may get, it breaks my heart being away from you. You'll always be Daddy's little girl. For I would do whatever it takes to make you happy, if it was in my powers baby, I would give you the world! Forgive me my Justice for being away from you for so long. I pray that you never resent me or blame yourself, for I am the one who has been wrong.

I have made bad choices, I have been taken away from you, and as time goes by, I feel like I'm dying inside because I'm missing you so much. To put in words what you must feel is something that I couldn't even touch. But wherever I may go, whether it be home, near or far, just remember one thing: we have a world no one can understand called Just-Us and you will always be my shining Star...!

Daddy needs Justice ~

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Strength's Way

: Life - Thoughts, in words, words from thoughts —

- Dealing with the 'Facts of Life' ~

I've learned that life offers much more than most of us take. I've learned that many people live their life within small circles and daily routines, afraid to go out, afraid to let others in, and afraid to try new things. I've also learned that, at the end of life's game, many people wish that somehow they could have played it differently. Such people, and many others too, complain that life never gave them any chances. Irony, because we are given life, we must take the chances. We are born into the world like a blank canvas, and every person that crosses our path takes up the brush and makes their mark upon our surface, (so that is how we develop, how we evolve). But we must realize that there comes a day that we must take up the brush and finish the work. For only we can determine if we are to be just another painting or a masterpiece.

The world does not expect us to be more than we were created of beings, but it does expect us to try to be all that we were created capable of being. Me, I want to be guided by the light of my soul and not the darkness of my ignorance.

Well, there will never be an answer to the riddle of life, but I stay searching. And by searching, I mean reaching, because the sky is the limit...

Strength, finding strength ~

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Strength's Way

: Life - Thoughts, in words, words from thoughts —

Betrayal, Disloyalty, Abandonment, Loneliness ~

The solitude, the silence, and darkness - speaks to me in a thousand torturing tongues. There is no idealistic instruction for such stages, or solutions for liberation. One must not become a creature of circumstances, but instead, make circumstances the creature of you! Even if a bad hand is dealt today, look forward to tomorrow - for there's a thin line between happiness and sorrow. It seems that I am only a shadow of what I used to be... because, just as a crazy storm comes and passes, those who I loved and trusted took their love away from me. So often life is not filled with love and laughter as much as with loneliness and disappointment. But, character is not made in a crisis, it is only exhibited. So the strong will prevail. It's not easy—this thing called life—with its broken dreams and lonely nights. You can know someone better in a moment of honesty than in a lifetime full of lies.

It is said, "revenge is like the sweetest joy next to getting pussy." However, do I want revenge, or a better life with better people? Who will appreciate a diamond with veins of blood?

Strength
of mind ~

The Good Finish Last huh?