Daily Journal
October 19, 2012

Friday October 19, 2012 6:20am: Ferguson is waking up this morning. He's escaped the gun at his head twice. He was supposed to die on 10/16, then 10/18, now 10/23. That's a beautiful civilized thing, putting a gun to someone's head, threatening to pull the trigger, only to pull it away and say I'm going to give you two more days to live, I want you to think about it for a couple of more days. That's real humane! Civilized society my a**! There's nothing at all civilized about murder and death, and especially not when you're toying with the victim the way they do here within the United States sorry a** judicial system. Yeah - that's real civilized! If they ever put me on death watch, and put the gun to my head, they better pull the damn trigger. This is some really creep a** sh** what they do. I don't know of any case where an individual has toyed with their victims the way America toys with its victims in these death chambers. Have to see if they will kill/murder Ferguson come Tuesday. I've already cleaned my cell. I need to shave and then do some artwork. Which is probably what I'll spend the day doing. I've been up since 4:30. Let me get to it.
4:02pm: Just sitting here waiting on dinner. I was working on a card, which I finished. After dinner - not sure what I'll do. Right now I'm listening to my music.

Saturday October 20, 2012 5:27am: I've been up since 3am. I just finished eating breakfast, oatmeal and coffee cakes. I'm fixing to do some writing.
10:28am: I've been doing some painting. I just finished up a card. It's sitting over here drying. I also wrote a blog, Marijuana Versus Alcohol. And now I'm hooking up my lunch, a chicken dinner with refried beans and rice, out of the canteen. That chicken is a good meal, but damn it's so expensive. $6.75, the beans and rice are $1.28. So it's an $8 meal. Wish I could afford to do that every day. I'm just glad that I don't have to eat that nasty patty for lunch. 'Cause that is seriously nasty. Right now I'm listening to my music. I'm fixing to do some work on this other card, and then write a letter.

Sunday October 21, 2012 6:12am: Sitting here at my desk having a cup of coffee. I got up at 4:30, cleaned my cell and washed up. Breakfast came about 5:30 and it was ice cold. Not sure what all I'm going to do today. May do some painting this morning. I need to write a couple of letters, but I can't send them out until I get some stamps. Yesterday I finished a card. I bet I got 14 hours tied up in it. Ferguson's got 3 more days. Last night I was looking at the list of guys who can be signed up next, and there's a lot of names on that list that I know. I hate to see anyone get signed up, but some even more so. And there's no way I'd mention their names. 'Cause some vengeful individual who hates me may take the name and try to push that name before the governor. We have some sick twisted individuals in this world. I'm going to do some writing.
6:53am: They took one of the guys out this morning in an ambulance. He has lung cancer and wasn't able to breathe. I've known him for 20 years. I hate to see him in that bad of a condition. When I went to the shower Wednesday, I could see he wasn't doing good. He's been going through chemo.
4:38pm: Just finished eating, that was a nasty meal. Meat loaf that is like nothing you've ever eaten. And potatoes, that couldn't be cooked any worse. The cooks in the kitchen, SUCK!!! Right now I'm sitting here listening to my music. Thinking about doing another card. Then again, I got too much done. I can't really do anything with them. Wish I could earn some money. Oh well. I think I'll do that, start another painting and then watch the world news, 60 Minutes, The Amazing Race and call it a day. Ferguson got a stay of execution, there's a hearing scheduled for this coming Friday October 26, on his competency.