hey Dad its yashua, thank you for posting the letter and wishing me a happy birthday it really does mean a lot to me. Yep im finally 18 now and I moved out and everything, im looking for a job right now and will hopefully get one soon. I like to believe that there is a lesson in every situation that God allows to be a part of our lives or should I say allows our lives to be a part of, a lesson that we can learn from. I believe that I have gained a lot of wisdom in my years and am pretty wise for my age, i say this at the risk of sounding conceited which I can assure that I'm not, it's just that a lot of people have commented on the wisdom that I have shared with them to help them better their lives in some way. I enjoy that, helping people with the wisdom that is a blessing to you from God to begin with, that you should not selfishly keep to yourself when you know in your heart and soul that people need to hear it if not just to give them a push in there journey to better understand themselves, life, and the way that life works. I believe that that is a big part of the calling that God has blessed me with. As of today however and for the past two weeks for that matter I have been in a dangerous place in my life as far as what I feel comfortable doing in my spare time, and in the time that i don't have to spare for that matter, a place that some people never come back from and spend their whole life batting to leave the hell that is life as they know it in actuality that is not a life that should be lived by even your greatest foes. I have witness the destruction that this life choice brings upon a person and there family and yet I couldn't help but allow the wonder of how the experience would be overcome the memories of the pain that it bestowed on my family and I.
frances, i love you so much it hurts sometomes. i'll be glad when the lord blesses me with the day of your release. i'm gonna try to get some more photos taken so i can send to you. you are still a thrill to me. believe me, for some reason i know that we "fit". hurry home and lets do battle against the world. lets conquer every mountain. lets prove everybody wrong. lets love. from the bottom of my heart, james calvin miller
my dear nichole, you know they say patience is a virtue. rest assured that my failure to write is not a punishment. it's not my position to punish you, you'll receive that at the judgement seat of christ. i love you tremendously and my desire is to be with you for the rest of my life. but just like i don't act independantly of christ, you should stop acting independantly of me. once again, i love you and hope to hear from you soon. minister james miller
I have to agree with you about marriage. But should we put divorce lawyers out of business? What would preachers do to augment their income? What would all those wedding planners and bridal consultants and gown and tux makers do? What about the florists and the banquet halls? What about all the women trying to marry the millionaire and all the books telling you how to land a partner? What about all the marriage counselors and honeymoon bookers and limo drivers? What about all the toaster makers? Marriage is big business!!!! What would little girls dream about? College???
*tears* as we all know you are a amazing man... We know your time is coming up to be FREE and coming home to your love ones for life.. I love you... You are my King and soul mate who I always adored from day one one 3/1/1990... Somethings you just can't forget and stays with you for a lifetime... I love you and miss U deeply... God is working this out for us... I believe our time is coming around... I love U Oscar McLeod... xoxox
i step into the room and feel the temporary joy and when you step out from behind the door i see the biggest temporary smile and then we talk and we laugh and for a second we feel like a family but we all no this feeling is only temporary as we hug you and tell u goodbye i feel and i see the pain in your eyes. i fight my tears back cuz dad always said dont cry dont hold your head up high and i say to myself not many more times will he have to leave me because this life for my dad is only temporary
today i found myself in class writing about what i value and you were what came to mind a dad who has been in prison all my life but has still given me reason to be proud that you are my father. i love and miss you
Happy Birthday Jake..Sure wish we could have spent it togather..Hopefully one day we will..I have been leaving comments here..But they are gone now..?..If I am not supposed to..Please let me know..I just feel closer to U here for some reason..Love U Sweetie..Mom..
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i step into the room and feel the temporary joy and when you step out from behind the door i see the biggest temporary smile and then we talk and we laugh and for a second we feel like a family but we all no this feeling is only temporary as we hug you and tell u goodbye i feel and i see the pain in your eyes. i fight my tears back cuz dad always said dont cry dont hold your head up high and i say to myself not many more times will he have to leave me because this life for my dad is only temporary