George could buy himself also an MP3- player. He looks up all his favorite singers and downloads them. He's so happy with it! Before I forget:Here is my address in the States. I stay there from April, 23rd till May 1st. Best western Chester Hotel. 2150 State Street Chester, Illinois 62233.So, don't write to Belgium! From May 2nd till May 4th,I am at Hospitality House 120 Ferry Street, Chester, IL. 62233. I am back home on May 8th. A long way to go to my destination, in Menard!
It's late here and I am very busy preparing everything for the voyage.I leave early in the morning of April 21st.Hopefully we've no lock downs! I have only 5 days /month to visit and maximum 4 hrs to see George per day. But we are truly happy to see each other! :))
How about your friendship? Hope all is going for the best!
love and friendship from Rita! x and take care, Kelly!
Today I received your manila envelope haven't read it yet but extremely busy but now my daughter showed me how to respond I will be in touch. God bless. Rev JE
I will travel to the States on April, 21. My address in America from April 23, till May 1st, is: Best Western Chester Hotel 2150 State Street Chester Illinois. On May 2nd, 3rd and 4th I am staying at Hospitality House,120 Ferry Street,Illinois 62233.
(Forgive cont.) Our community is in trouble, we all need you to get back out in society, get back to the yard, get back to conversation and let your other self know that they are not alone, and we got work to do. They call us Black Gay Gangmembers with zero love and direction, and all things sexual based. It's not other peoples fault that they don't know the real you. If our youngerselves don't see care with understanding, that would be our fault. It's no longer about what you did, or what people say you did, that's done, the only thing that is not done, is what you will do tomorrow. Get creative, mix it up, be yourself, engage no today, and be ready to embrace yes tomorrow. And always remember that listening is a skill, especially when you invite people to talk. Some people just want to be heard, to vent, and get things off their chest without facing adverse persecution. Even when we don't agree, we at least know where we all stand, and it's our obligation that we, stand together. - Xzyzst (exist) (3 of 4)
(Forgive cont.) Here, I issue the challenging call for dispositions based on Jealousy within the incarcerated, good related, and over all LGBTQ Community.
Our range, through multidiversified, identities, still constitutes one family, and when we openly display contempt for each other, we exacerbate the tone for others to enjoy engaging in the attempt to keep us all under continuous struggle. Forgiveness is not religious, forgiveness is human, so, forgive past relationship struggles, for at this point in society, none of us have the luxury for self destructive dispositions. The universe has provided enough love for us not to be able to contain to move on toward it, and release past lovers, to the freedom of movement, for themselves.
Staying friends after a tough break up can be a good thing in any relationship, however, remaining family, is even more valuable in these times, so I ask that of all of you continue to support a more family valued, and community centered disposition, moving forward.
From our most flamboyant, through the ranges of us that reaches to our innercity homies, we've got to do a better job about how we treat each other, all in favor say, love deeper.
Forgive, the internal action no witnesses or repentance required Forgiveness is the first step I'll even go as far as to state that to forgive can be medicinal a face check of your history may discover forgiveness uniquely traditional one must experience this power sustaining it's force, hour to hour second to second, minute by minute to fully appreciate this reality you've got to be in it Regardless of Race, age or class and all that forgiveness is open to the only thing forgiveness truly requires is you. Create a mental list and forgive those who may have campaigned antithetical to your growth and health then move to amplify its energy by remembering to forgive yourself because the truth is that you are not the way you are because you were molested you were molested because someone chose to have sex with a child. So nothing is wrong with you, you are perfectly you and not responsible for the actions of those that violated your childhood. Today, you stop blaming yourself for being you, as though God is capable of making a mistake. -Xzyzst (1 of 4)
(Forgive cont.) We rush to ask Gods and other sorts of Deities to forgive us, and we never see them face to face. But when we are called to be the forgiver, to those that we can see, we become more not like the Gods we so claim to love and worship. Those days are over, people are forgiven because you say so, and that's power. Nobody needs to ask for it, in fact they don't even need to know about it, whats important is that you tell those that need to hear it from somebody that they understand, and that person is you, because your experience alone is proof that not only do you understand, but work everyday to rid yourself from the emotional attachments of the attractiveness of the struggle and revenge. People must know that you are connected to how peace is able to win. Writing like this, and knowing that one day you would read it, is my, How, peace is a winner. I only gave you portions of my life leading up to the age of Ten years young, Imagine how much love and forgiveness you can generate wherever you are, Just by being fed up with war and unforgiveness. (2 of 4)
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George could buy himself also an MP3- player. He looks up all his favorite singers and downloads them. He's so happy with it!
Before I forget:Here is my address in the States. I stay there from April, 23rd till May 1st. Best western Chester Hotel. 2150 State Street Chester, Illinois 62233.So, don't write to Belgium!
From May 2nd till May 4th,I am at Hospitality House 120 Ferry Street, Chester, IL. 62233.
I am back home on May 8th. A long way to go to my destination, in Menard!
It's late here and I am very busy preparing everything for the voyage.I leave early in the morning of April 21st.Hopefully we've no lock downs! I have only 5 days /month to visit and maximum 4 hrs to see George per day.
But we are truly happy to see each other! :))
How about your friendship? Hope all is going for the best!
love and friendship from Rita! x and take care, Kelly!
I will travel to the States on April, 21. My address in America from April 23, till May 1st, is: Best Western Chester Hotel 2150 State Street Chester Illinois. On May 2nd, 3rd and 4th I am staying at Hospitality House,120 Ferry Street,Illinois 62233.
No need to write to Belgium
a big hug from Rita!
Our community is in trouble,
we all need you to get back
out in society, get back
to the yard, get back to
conversation and let
your other self know that
they are not alone, and
we got work to do.
They call us Black Gay
Gangmembers with zero
love and direction, and
all things sexual based.
It's not other peoples
fault that they don't know
the real you. If our
youngerselves don't see
care with understanding,
that would be our fault.
It's no longer about what
you did, or what people
say you did, that's done,
the only thing that is not
done, is what you will do
tomorrow. Get creative,
mix it up, be yourself,
engage no today, and be
ready to embrace yes tomorrow.
And always remember that
listening is a skill, especially
when you invite people to talk.
Some people just want to
be heard, to vent, and
get things off their chest
without facing adverse
persecution. Even when we
don't agree, we at least know
where we all stand, and it's our
obligation that we, stand together.
- Xzyzst (exist)
(3 of 4)
(Forgive cont.)
Here, I issue the challenging call
for dispositions based on Jealousy
within the incarcerated, good
related, and over all LGBTQ Community.
Our range, through multidiversified, identities,
still constitutes one family, and
when we openly display contempt
for each other, we exacerbate the
tone for others to enjoy engaging
in the attempt to keep us all under
continuous struggle. Forgiveness is not
religious, forgiveness is human, so,
forgive past relationship struggles, for
at this point in society, none of
us have the luxury for self destructive
dispositions. The universe has provided
enough love for us not to be able
to contain to move on toward it,
and release past lovers, to the
freedom of movement, for themselves.
Staying friends after a tough break up
can be a good thing in any relationship,
however, remaining family, is even
more valuable in these times, so I ask
that of all of you continue to support
a more family valued, and community
centered disposition, moving forward.
From our most flamboyant, through the
ranges of us that reaches to our
innercity homies, we've got to do a
better job about how we treat each other,
all in favor say, love deeper.
Deeply, Xzyzst
(Forgive)
Forgive, the internal action
no witnesses or repentance required
Forgiveness is the first step
I'll even go as far as to state that
to forgive can be medicinal
a face check of your history
may discover forgiveness uniquely traditional
one must experience this power
sustaining it's force, hour to hour
second to second, minute by minute
to fully appreciate this reality
you've got to be in it
Regardless of Race, age or class
and all that forgiveness is open to
the only thing forgiveness truly requires
is you.
Create a mental list
and forgive those who may have campaigned antithetical to
your growth and health
then move to amplify its energy
by remembering to forgive yourself
because the truth is that
you are not the way you are
because you were molested
you were molested because
someone chose to have sex
with a child.
So nothing is wrong with you,
you are perfectly you
and not responsible for the actions of those that
violated your childhood.
Today, you stop blaming
yourself for being you, as
though God is capable of
making a mistake.
-Xzyzst
(1 of 4)
(Forgive cont.)
We rush to ask Gods and
other sorts of Deities to
forgive us, and we never
see them face to face.
But when we are called to be
the forgiver, to those that
we can see, we become more
not like the Gods we so
claim to love and worship.
Those days are over, people
are forgiven because you
say so, and that's power.
Nobody needs to ask for it,
in fact they don't even need
to know about it, whats
important is that you tell
those that need to hear it
from somebody that they
understand, and that person
is you, because your experience
alone is proof that not only
do you understand, but work
everyday to rid yourself
from the emotional attachments
of the attractiveness of the
struggle and revenge. People
must know that you are
connected to how peace is
able to win. Writing like
this, and knowing that one day
you would read it, is my,
How, peace is a winner.
I only gave you portions of my life leading up to the
age of Ten years young, Imagine
how much love and forgiveness
you can generate wherever you
are, Just by being fed up
with war and unforgiveness.
(2 of 4)