CLOUD NINE?
I have heard of the expression "I'm on cloud nine" and have even used it myself but it seems if I do understand this correctly then I am in fact on 'cloud nine'. I was finally able to accomplish something that seems to have given a second chance to me. Once I don't feel like I deserve but I know I have worked hard to achieve. Is it possible to change the way a person sees you? I don't know personally but a part of me hopes there is for my sake in this environment I live in. I used to be so someone totally different from the one that sits here and writes this now but every aspect about who I am has changed and I would like to think that this has been for the better. But only when I am able to be somewhere else and far far into the future will I know for sure. For some reason I have had a hard time sleeping but I have been able to write some new poetry. I am including these. They all are about the same thing. But I won't tell you what it is. Not that I mean to leave you guessing but sometimes these things don't need to be explained to be understood, they just are. I find myself about to be in a different environment because of my accomplishments. In a way I am nervous because I am prone to insanity and tend to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. I don't want to do this anymore. It's my hope that I can finally do something to better myself in a profound way and try to get an education that will be useful once I leave here. This is not as long as usual because of my lack of sleep but I hope you enjoy the poetry.
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