Christmastime & New Year
2013/2014

Please Post

Dear Ones,

Hello, Thank you for taking the time to say hello. It has been a rough year. I am slowly disintegrating and oh yes, there was so much more I wanted to do, boy that's the understatement of all time. How about, there is so much more about life, I love, and I will surely miss. But now, first of all, what happened to me???

I look back and see criminality throughout my whole life, what was it that made me this way? A lack of education? I don't want to get into a 'Randy Pity Party' but I gotta say I see ignorance written all over my life. Was it from hunger? I was so hungry. I was a scared messed up little kid. Anyway. Cancer is so final. WIth the possibility that I may be eligible for SSI, I see for the first time I may be able to keep a roof over my head, it won't be for very long and I'm going to find a good Church in my Community, don't get me wrong I do love Buddhism, and I'm so grateful for meditation, but I love the Lord Jesus Christ, there's no way around it, no way over it, no way under it, you got to walk through the front door! Amen, Thank You Jesus Christ. I'm gonna walk right through the front door. Well I'm applying for Compassionate Release to a Catholic Hospice in Pacifica, CA. Don't get me wrong, I won't be buried after cremation in a littlespot in Pershing Indiana with my family. My criminal life is over, to see poor Roseanna again to meet all my nieces and nephews. To be a good role-mode a reformed idiot/ Why not. I can be 100% 100 percent reformed. Please let me go home. Please let me. I could pay my restitution that's what I will do, not buy fancy consumer stuff - Pay my debts to society finally a roof over my head and a slow ascent into self dignity, self- esteem, even if I live on social security. I could give back what I owe!

Have a Merry Christmas and a good Happy New Year
(?) and ou!

Randy Chaplin
Uncle, Friend, brother, Rocked out guitar man