"BLOOD OF A SLAVE/HEART OF A KING"
CHP #1

"A True STORY"
BY:
"JEFF P. SAENZ"

On August 29th, 2001, as I was being released from the Marion County Jail in Ocala, Florida, a Sheriff Deputy by the name of "Walker" said the following words as he escorted me to the front door, "Hey Poff, (why) don't you just get yourself a job, build you a (family), and stay out of those damn streets (boy), before you catch another case/end up losing yo life, you know that you're running out of '2nd chances'"!!!!!

After what must've been at least a (1000) trips to this county jail alone since I 1st moved to Florida back in the late 80's, along with a couple of trips to the state penitentiary (both) in FLA, and now "Wisconsin" out of all places where I've no family/friends that I can call my own, and where I'm scheduled to (die), and be buried in a wooden "box" in the back of the penitentiary like some damn "animal" for a crime I didn't even commit or have anything to do with, this was actually the 1st time in my life that I had made the decision to do just as this country ass/racist cop had suggested I do/not end up like most guys I've known, "dead or in prison 4 life," but you know what they say, you reap what you sow, and "sometimes" people get exactly what they deserve!!!!!

As I walked out of the last of the security doors/into the lobby area of the Marion County Jail where people were awaiting the release of their loved ones, sitting in a corner was the mother of my 2 kids named "Kimberly Ann Curtin," who throughout most of my previous incarcerations had "never" been there for my release, but there she was this time with that "look" in her eyes that said it all, "I'm here 4 you now Jeff, but only 4 this one/only time" as if all along "she knew" exactly what my destiny was gonna be!!!!!

Then we walked out of the jail hand/hand "together" down the long corridor that lead to the jail parking lot under the hot Florida sun as it shined on my girl's beautiful/almost "angelic" face, with her fire red hair/emerald green eyes, as I remember looking up at the beautiful blue skies/telling myself these exact words, "Fuck those damn streets, I'm going home to be a family man"

"Little that I knew though that less than 24 hrs after leaving this damn place that I swore to never return I would make a decision that I would 4-ever regret"!!!!!

Arrested for "public indecency", which my girl "never" really (seemed 2 have) a problem with expressing her sexuality desires out in "public", as we both got a bit carried away/my hands were already trying to undo the zipper in her pants, only to have a female officer rudely knock on our window/told us to move it along!

"We'll finish this at home, said the mother of my kids with that (fuck me) look that she always got in her eyes every time that she got sexually aroused"

On the way to go pick up my daughter from her daycare center at "C.F.C.C.", Central FLA Community College, where the mother of kids was attending school at under the "single parent prog" to become a teacher, I asked her the following question, do you think that "Grace" will remember me, meaning my daughter, whose birth back in "Oct 1997" not only did I miss due to "multiple" incarceration stays/my rolling stone ways, but also literally abandoned back in "Jan 2000" after the mother of my kids/I had separated, and I ended up moving away 2 "Milwaukee" with my late father "Jeff Thompson Cortz" where I got arrested in "Feb 2000" for several different crimes that involved sales/poss of cocaine, 2nd degree reckless, and even "murder"!