1 The NGR word

My own personal research never ended, due to the fact that no matter how far back I trace the
N-word, I learn a new balance of greatness about this negroid godlike race of people that is
born and built to last, hence, my name, xzyzst (exist), for, how many times can one view
generation after generation of this one amazing grade of people that survived multiple
attempts of extinction, abuse and horror, where not even self distruction is able to prevail.

And then it hit me, by what measure do our ancestors at the bottom of slave ships, and
ocean floors, view us arriving to circa 2017 shifting our energies and focus to making
the word nigger public enemy #1?

I even heard people repeat a saying that goes:

"If you want to hide something
from a black man, put it in a book"

As diabolical as that is, before the internet, the history of the N-word could only be
found in a book-lexicon or some cataloged document, while we are being conditioned to
hate ourselves, and eachother, and this one word, who, had the presence of mind, to
the information that was available to those that misued us all? Who, looked into the
future to teach us about ourselves?

2.

Studying our own History is a great move, but we didn't have the presence of mind
to research what enslavers knew or should've known about the N-word because in 2017,
Black Lives should matter to the descendants of enslavers to the degree in which
todays inner city youth and HipHop Society, college students, the Black Gay
Community and street gangmembers, skateboarders, young R&B singers, artists,
poets and dancers, and everyone with a camera phone that has put evil on
blast, together, and individually.

Even american prison yards are becoming more multiculturally sound by the true nature of
young people in america that don't respect "rotten game", these Y G'z are my heroes.

The new generation was taught how segregation in america was met face to face by our elders,
and while others view those photos and film footage of riots and abuse with an eye on
those maggots on the segregation side, our generation also had the presence of mind to look into
the crouds of people on the side of equality, and we saw other races of people standing
and struggling side by side, blood by blood and pictures dont lie; welcome to the future.

-- xzyzst (exist)

3.

I want to dedicate the next few pages of this work to those with no work to do
than, attack our young people for using the word Nigga.

I printed the preceding article because I dont want to give the so-called know it all's the
luxury of saying that I've made this up, and also, some people just need to be reminded that
not only did John Ehrlichman expose the origins of the "War on Drugs" language, The Republican
Party it came from, and who was considered to be the enemy of campaign, and the target
for criminalization.

(copied out of dictionary) hip-pie or hip-py, n, pl hippies: a usu. young person who rejects
established mores and advocates nonviolence; also: a long-haired unconventionally dressed
young person

Hippies and Black people, even behind the closed doors, and inside voice has spoken the
words "Black people", not Niggers or colored people, African American people, he said "Black people",
and hippies. (criminalizing American youth).
While we are so caught up on the N-Word, the Republican party planned to incarcerate so many
Black people, that it had to be given a name, mass incarceration.

California Gov. Ronald Reagan followed Nixon's methods with yet another drug, Crack Cocaine, and
there is CIA records and data on this fact.

4.

The Brotha, uncle Russell Maroon Shoatz has been teaching, warning and consistantly trying
to open our eyes about this for years, and it would behoove our Elders to order all
of the zines with his work exposing this Black, drug, incarceration connective pattern
across america. (Niggaz betta wake up)

This becomes vital for those of us who have been brainwashed tot ell our youth to take
responsibility for their own actions, for those that blame innercity youth for the rise in
crime in america, and even for those who have tried to take "hood credit" for starting
something that was totaly government created and funded, and fueled. (Nigga knock it off).

Seems easy just to say street gangs caused the murder rate to rise in america in the late
70's, 80's, and 90's, yeah, but we still stuck on the N-word? (Nigga please).

Got "our own", voting on tough on crime laws? Marching in the streets, all on TV talking about
we need to take our streets back? What tha hell? From who? Those are our kids
in those streets, who's side are you on? Or, take your youth back from the streets, yeah?

5.

No more statements like "The whiteman", or the go to favorite, "the system", who is
They? Them? You see, that's what the New Generation calls "Rotten Game" by those
that's trying to control youth while working with Nixon and Reagan's intent to incarcerate
and legally kill our youth, straight up.

We go online and seek to find dirt on eachother to use against eachother, as these
maggots put case citations of a new generation on blast, but nobody is willing
to connect the dots from hatred to the Law Enforcement Agencies in every state, and
thats why we created a section in our Zines called "California On Blast."

Anybody ever heard of Don Novey? Why not? He's heard of you? The white man has a name,
The system has names, Them and They have names, They have a website and documented
history.

So, please, redirect your N-Word attention to whats happening to our people,
our YG'z are now being targeted, wake up and engage this section we call, California On Blast
in each of our Write or Die Zine issues, get all of them.

--xzyzst

2.

Proverbs 27:17 says, "Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend."

The "N word" in any form can at sometimes rush a multitude of looks on the
faces of many, in America.

This word has caused us as a community and overall society to tip toe around eachother
because Willie Lynch and those who, even to this day, still operate to enslave the
world by the severe polution of words that would otherwise be renderedn harmless,
and or honorable.

What do we call each other? People of color? Colored? Negroes? Niggers? Nigga`z?
Black? Add a panther on the street? Add a gorilla in prison? Add mafia?
What about African American? Rider, in the mind?

Fast forward to the future, a new generation is discovering a disposition that none
of the above titles neither discribes us as a people and especially not as individuals.

Our youth are under attack, our youth of all races continue to catch shade, for single
handedly altering the horrific climate of the tone and vibration of the N word.

Through urban street culture and obviously HipHop, now youth in China, South Korea,
Japan, Germany and all over Africa and other countries have succesfully rendered
the N-word harmless to new generations proving Willie Lynch effectively wrong, and
maintaining a connectedness that has startles the ignant.

3.

My niggaz have done what no other generation has done, inspite of being the most
hunted, the most incarcerated, the most psychologically and sexually abused,
the most targeted by drug companies, the most abandoned, and the most hated;
and that is insulting to the so-called know it all'z.

Real niggaz changed the game of hate into a word that make love and command
genunine, in real time, on the streets, in juvenile detention centers, prisons
and even in other countries, infact, the word Nigga goes up in history
as being the most multicultural unintended unifier in american history, next
to music.

Richard Pryor, Red Fox, Curtis Mayfield and a host of others are viewed as
esteemed artists for their work, and rightfully so, and all of them used
the N-word in their art way before the HipHop Generation was even old enough
to say the word, yet, Rap, HipHop and R&B artists, and innercity youth are attacked
for not just following suit, but also creating the catharsis neede to eleminate
all negative conotative energies attached to the word, New Generation rising;
beyond the ignant.

Real Niggaz are in fact strangers in a foreign land, in territory that never
saw us coming, new designer laws, and house Niggaz and so-called self-righteous
self appointed Black leaders and postering authorities on what we can or can't
say are not only suffering from delusion, but also sadly remain thirsty and
emotionally attached to the hipnotic horro of the past like an addiction to
victimization, having no cure, hence xenophobia, NGR!
--By: Xzyzst