Reply ID 264c

Marteze Harris #161543
Wisconsin Secure Program Facility
P.O. Box 9900
Boscobel, Wisconsin 53805

Hello, Ms. Christine Geiger. I received your comments to my blogs yesterday. I must say, at first, I was like, "Who is this female using my entire name? How does she know my entire name? Why is she calling me a fool, and why can't I know what a blog is?" It was all very confusing until I kept reading your comment. Then bam! Just like that! All those old feelings and emotions came FLOODING BACK. BABY GIRL!

I have thought about you and thought about you over these long and arduous years, since you walked out of my life. You absolutely had a valid reason for doing so. I broke your heart. I lied to you and your son. I have no excuse for doing so now. Back then, my reasoning made sense. But afterwards, knowing what I had done, caused me great pain and regret. Because I, too, was raised by a single woman and I know if I had a man do what to my mama what I did to you, there would be hell to pay. So please tell Z that I am deeply and most humbly sorry for the betrayal.

And to you, Ms. Christine, I want you to know that I have always loved and cared for you very deeply. It was not my intentions to deceive or hurt you, and I can try to explain my reasoning for why I did what I did, but I won't do it like this. If you truly desire an understanding, then write me and we can discuss it. Regardless of whether you write me for that reason or not, I would love to hear from you.

Yes, Ms. Christine, I have learned that friends don't do that to friends. I am not the same person I was back then. Just like you, Christine, I have went through my own trials and tribulations since we last communicated. You had to find your way, I had to find mine, and it seems as if we are both coming full circle. That is a good thing, that is a blessing from God, and I am glad to see that you have submitted your will to Him.

I am sorry to hear about your health problems, but God sometimes puts us in situations to bring us back to Him. For us to know God's grace is real and just. Your journey has been long and arduous as well, Christine, but it seems like you are on the correct path. I am so happy for you.

I would love to have a second chance at our friendship, Christine, but the choice is yours. I hope that you are willing because I would love to hear from you soon. Until next time. Be sweet and take care.

Always,
Teze