5/2/11

Hypocritical Emotions & Feelings

Ok.... First let me start by saying that I am currently incarcerated and single, with no one to share my true feelings and thoughts with, but I am sure there are a lot of inmates who are experiencing the same things that I am experiencing the same things that I am experiencing in the "Relationship" department!!

Now, I am a young handsome, loyal and honest dude but by no means am I perfect and I have made many conscious mistakes, but who hasn't?

Maybe yours weren't that serious or maybe you just weren't caught, either way I just want you to put yourself in my shoes, now I am specifically addressing the female audience.

The average woman has been logically disillusioned into comparing the average man to a common playa, basically caught under the false pretence of what the mind creates or what others have created for them, now I take full responsibility for being an active contributor to these images, but one day and someday your going to grow up and realize that your actions have affected and deeply hurt the opposite displaying attraction!

This is what often "Births" the "playaz mentality"; far of being hurt, now I have had a rough life but nothing prepared me for heart break at the hands of a woman!
I could've been bitter, but I didn't, because from the start I knew who and what I was dealing with, I just chose to ignore it, but what if I didn't want to acknowledge the fact (like so many do), and chose to play on innocent unsuspecting hearts, would I be wrong?
Of course I would be wrong, because I'm seeking retribution from someone who had nothing to do with my problems or emotional state.
OK, now check this out, am I wrong for not giving the next woman a chance at my heart because of what another woman has done?
Or am I denying myself, my own happiness!

Now for those of you that haven't noticed, I'm taking shots at the female audience, why?
Because they harbour the most hate, and some don't even know it, now (lord and these women) know, the average male or any male from my point of view, aren't mind readers, but you expect us to be, claim you want our all, but you don't give your all, why; because you're stuck in the past claiming, or should I say, trying, to convince yourself that your moving forward, when you haven't and inside you hold resentment for every male you come across, because of one or two people, so the next man is held accountable for another's negligence, so basically he had no chance from the start!
So "you" deny yourself your own happiness, and then make excuses for your actions by telling yourself you can't find a good man because, we're intimidated by your success, or we're not comfortable with the fact that your independent, or we don't have what it takes to handle "real" women like yourselves, ladies "please"; cut that shit out, cause it gets no play with a "real" man, when you chase "boys" you get caught up in game, but when you pursue "men" you get the game!
Now understand that there are two types of men, which are man and man-kind, a man sets the trend and man-kind follows the trend, always understand that there is a difference and I know a lot of you understand the difference you just choose not to acknowledge it.

My point is this, take a chance to be given a chance, opportunity reveals its self daily, and stop being afraid to break standard, don't let the world determine your future, because it's your happiness and sanity as well as your well being at stake!

Now understand that this is my opinion, but I am stating facts in the midst of giving it. I opened this can of beans with plans on eating them, feel free to reply, to all of which who it applies.

Allen Johnson
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