Daily Journal

January 7-10, 2013

Monday January 7 2013 5:22am. Just sitting here awaiting on breakfast. Already washed up, made the bunk and all that. I'm fixing to try to find someone who can help set up and run a blog. What I want is a blog that's going to be up years, no, decades after I'm gone to remind people of the death penalty. And I want to leave a record of all of what took place here. Plus I want a blog site that when cyberbullies leave comments, they have to leave their name. Take responsibility for what they write and not cower behind a pseudonym. I don't mind people writing what they feel. I just think if you're going to say something then you should have to stand up and say 'yeah, I said it.' Pseudonyms allow cyberbulling, and I personally don't think pseudonyms should be permitted. But that's my take on it. What I say or write I stand behind. I stand up and raise my hand and say: that's me. And anyone who has an opinion should be able to come on my blog and express themselves but they should have to be accountable for it. Cause I think a few of the negative comments are left by Reddish's henchmen, which in all rights are nothing more than criminals themselves.

6:52am. I ate breakfast, cleaned the floor and walked for 20 minutes. Not sure what I'm going to do. Write or draw or work out. My options are not many. I really don't feel like doing any of it. I'd like to go outside. The good thing is my knee isn't hurting as bad as it was yesterday. I'm sure Jesus' mother and family had a rough weekend with his suicide. There's America's justice system at work where the high school football stars raped that 15 year old firl. And if there wasn't this public outcry, then they would have swept it under the rug. The justice system here in America sucks. Money talks and suckers walk. We have the best justice system in the world at screwing over the poor and making it all look so good. One nation under fraud!

10:30am. There's an ACA audit team in here today. It's just a bunch of BS and a way to scam the Florida tax payers out of money. For the American Correctional Association (ACA) Standards for Adult Correctional Institutions is a useless organisation that the prisons have to pay out to be audited and ACA certified. Which means nothing. A garbage certificate that has about as much use as a sheet of toilet paper. Now we have to sit around in our class A uniforms waiting on these idiots to do a so-called inspection. This is how bad it is the prisons in the 90s were complaining about how hard it was to meet ACA standards, that the ACA lowered their standards. Which speaks for itself of fraud.

5:00pm. Finished eating, waiting on showers, after which I'm going to come back and go to sleep.

Tuesday January 8, 2013. 7:13am. I've been sitting here, writing a letter. I got 2 letters in last night. I didn't read them until this morning. Yesterday I didn't do anything. I really need to get a few things done today.

5:30pm. I haven't accomplished a damn thing today. They had count and recount and lunch didn't get here till 2:30pm. Canteen showed up at about 1:36. I'm fixing to lay back, watch some TV and go to bed.

Wednesday January 9 2013, 7:56am. I'm dragging ass again this morning. Jesus' suicide is messing with me. Suicide is something I think about way too much, it's a means to end this crap. I put my music on last night at about 6pm and fell asleep thinking about Jesus and his suicide. I remember about 4, 5 years back I was lying there just thinking about suicide. When I got up and was making a noose and preparing to hang myself, not actually realising that I was going through the motions. I went from thought to action without trying. Which is scary. I wonder how many people kill themselves like that. Where they are just hurting and thinking about suicide so much, that they begin going through the motions preparing and then doing it without realising what they are actually going. I bet that happens a lot. I don't think that's what happened with Jesus, cause he mailed a lot of his property out, etc so he planned it. Well, I've got to get a few things done. Now that I have some envelopes, I'm going to get a few letters or cards out. I got up at 4:30 and did my morning ritual of cleaning up.

10:56am. I wrote a couple of cards. Other than that I haven't done anything. The guys are on the rec yard. I still can't go out cause of Warden Reddish' jackass unethical conduct. Punk!! Hopefully I'll be off this hightened security next month. For I'll have been six months DR free. From what I heard yesterday the FDLF (Florida Dept. of Law Enforcement) is out here interviewing inmates who have been assaulted under Warden Reddish's reign. I'm thinking about writing the FDLF to get them over here to interview me, cause that punk ass Reddish had me assaulted twice. And I'll back that up with a polygraph. In fact I am going to write the FDLF.

THURSDAY January 10, 2013 3:24am. Just sitting here waiting on breakfast. Having a cup of coffee. Yesterday was another very unproductive day. And the way I'm feeling right now, today will probably be the same. Yesterday I broke my fan cleaning it, then I spent several hours fixing it. Finally got it working. I have an order in for the new one. I need to write a couple of letters.

2:39pm I send my MP3 out at 12pm. I got it back about 2:15 with 16 new songs. Four are on back order. I should get them next week. I've got a couple of cards ready to go out tonight. One to my Dad. I'm sending a card out of a couple of puppies that I did several weeks ago to have them reproduced. I wrote my friend John. The guys are out in the rec yard. I need to get out of this cell. I haven't been out in 5 months. I really need to get up out of this fun and try to do something. Can't keep doing this. I'm going to have to get back on the Prozac. Cause I'm just not doing well OFF OF it. I know a death warrant is going to be signed any day, and that's not going to help me. This life and my existence is one hell of a mess.

4:47pm Just finished eating. I think I'm going to wash my cloths, wash up and lay down and call it a day. I spoke with Sgt. Lee when they brought the guys in from the yard. He said I'd be review next month since I'll be six months DR free. Warden BY Reddish can cram these 8 fraudulent retaliatory DRs up his criminal unethical dishonourable a**! That's the way I feel. I don't care if people like it or not. They assaulted me out or retaliation, placed me in strip cells, destroyed my property and legal file, wrote fraudulent, lying, unethical DRss, messed my mother's visit up. Cause he's a low-life unethical b-. And I wouldn't be surprised if the DUI rumour "that his own staff spread about him" was true. Oh well, and I don't care who likes it, cause the fact is, I'll take a polygraph and pass it to prove the assaults and other retaliation that I endured at the hands of this criminal warden B.V. Reddish. Well, I'm going to put this on the door and call it a day.