"The nature of this flower is to bloom."—Alice walker

07/12/13

Dear Readers,
Howdy! I hope everyone is well and happy. I'm out on the Rec yard, just killing time with this awful slave labor job I've got.

I wish I had the money so I could afford to email my postings again. It is so much easier and faster to just type what's going on. I know I've missed a lot. Unfortunately, my friend is still not making much effort in selling any of the crocheted items I've sent her. It's been several years since she sold anything outside (i.e. to a store). If anyone has any leads, please let me know.

Okay, I am also waiting out here to have something "done." I've been trying to get this done for quite a while and it keeps getting put off for one reason or another. It's been very frustrating. I am planning on getting my nipples pierced! Yikes! I still can't believe it. In the real world, I would have never gotten this done. I have no idea what's gotten into me.

I also would have never gotten a tattoo in the real world, and now I have seven. All of them I got in the past two years. Perhaps I'm going through a midlife crisis? And if I could afford it, I'd get more done.

(later)

Okay, I got it done—at least one nipple. I only have one safety pin. Hopefully, I can get the other one done next week. I think I surprised the guy with being able to take it as well as I did. It's starting to feel more tender now, and I suppose it's about four or so hours later. It's the "taking care" of it that really grosses me out. Moving the safety pin?! Yikes!

I have such a huge crush on the cellie of the guy that pierced me. He is so fucking adorable! And, of course, he's a Leo. I just knew it before I asked. Leos make me weak. Unfortunately, there's noting "going on" between us except for a ton of fantasies on my part. (heavy sigh) And he has such a great, goofy personally too. Oh well.

That's the bad part about prison. It is NOT like being in a candy store for a gay. I had tons more sex in the real world. But there's just so many damn hot guys in here who work out a lot and have such hot bodies covered in tattoos! Slurp! I am so weak—and so very frustrated!

Love and blessings,
Kelly