Jan. 7, 2014

Where I Remain

by LeVar E. Jones (author's profile)

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11-17-13

Where I Remain
By LeVar E. Jones

CDCR Prisoner, walking with my head hung low,
not by choice, no action for people to cut my throat.
Light blue shirt, dark blue pants worn everyday,
I call on G-d, but I don't pray.
Laying on the bunk, why didn't I abort this course?
Instead I hear about guards who use excessive force.
The guards! Let's just say they do what they can,
not to protect you, but treat you less of a man.
Nine times out of ten, most of them are racist.
I don't care for them, but bad things happen to the racist.
Everyday it's the same thing: eat and go to the yard,
or stay in the cell, stay the H-ll away from the sarge.
Sunshine through my window, still feeling the heat,
on the yard seeing a freeway, wishing I were on the streets.
Most of the guards are scared each and every day,
if they were on the four yard, they wouldn't make it anyway.
Talk to you like you're stupid, cause you're an inmate.
Wish the tables could turn and they be behind these gates.
A lot will feel different if they couldn't go home.
They'll cry to G-d and break their neck to get a cell phone,
just to stay in touch with the family, getting business handled;
instead they make our lives worse, like an episode on Scandal.
Nothing good happens here, but there's not time to complain;
until my release date, this prison is where I'll remain.

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Calhoun25 Posted 10 years, 10 months ago. ✓ Mailed 10 years, 10 months ago   Favorite
Man; that's deep. I'm not sure there's much I can say at all to cheer you up, other than stick close to God and his laws; that way, you can at least find some comfort until your release date comes to pass. Good luck, and keep writing!
--Calhoun25

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