Some Time gone By
Its been awhile since I submitted anything. I guess Ive felt I had nothing interesting to say and I have been in a blase mood. So here's what's been going on in my life: A prisoner recently hung himself to death. Its sad but I wonder if the dead pity the living. He has eternal peace, I'm still here to be tormented. Im told by a prison psychologist my emotions have become blunted. I have little reaction to anything. It is true I dont react to anything anymore. I had two hearings in federal court in January before a hostile federal judge who seems to think litigious prisoners are devils. His contempt of me was so evident I was just waiting for him to call me names. Of course he didnt but he clearly thought ill of me. It bothers me that I am a second class citizen in my own country. My opinions dont matter to my captors and to them I am a subhuman criminal worthy only of contempt and abuse. I used to respond with violence but then they just said their abuses were a response to my actions which drove me crazy. These days I show no emotions. In the face of their hatred I just repeat the facts over and over in hope someone will eventually give a shit. Twenty men are on hunger strike here yet the six o'clock news made no mention of it. They did mention a viral internet cat video. Its hard for me to explain how I feel so I stick to facts.
-Jeremy Pinson 2/12/14
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