Physical State

It was absolutely necessary that I opposed the social restraints, laws and social ordinances by disobedience, because this was the only way I pursued satisfaction in releiving pain with a sinful condition as a hinderance that gave me acs of rejection to all sources of love with difficult responses in me lashing out to all in discomfort and discontent.
Tragically, through determined disobedience to all laws. I suffered the loss of intimate relationships, and as a result; alienation of self, because this prison now becomes my tragic life reality.
When I realized that the things of the lower nature of sin were not important to my fulfillment. I sought selp help to heal and get through my long sufferings of a painful growth of a man.
Now, in my ability to respond to genuine life threats. It is with a balanced manner, with appropiate healing of my health and well-being which is the major factor and continuing balance.

Financial State

I thought that nothing was wrong with getting exactly what I deserve. I was motivated by greed and love of money over than staying in poverty that I thought was a threat, but necessary for my overall survival. It was real as those against my physical which can be much more destructive.
My whole financial function was one goal clearly identified as the primary principle the money and any enemy that came up against it was horribly discriminated towards.
By choosing to follow my vain desires to have it my way resulted in misery that came with living a life of selfishness, self-centered which led to the ultimate crime of murder and attacks on myself ending in self-destructions.

Sincerely written,
Kevin D. Washington
H09009 /D11-24-4L
C.V.S.P.
P.O. BOX 2349
Blythe, CA 92226