March 17, 2015

An Amazon Prayer

From Anarchist. TransFeminist. Amazon. by Jennifer Amelia Rose (author's profile)

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An Amazon Prayer

I'm lucky to be alive
tho' stuck in the Abyss,
in this hell on Earth
called prison.

I've learned to thrive,
faced my fears of Death.
I'm like a rainbow,
a Light seen thru a prism.

At first it was hard
and I tended t make things worse.
Resisting injustice,
I was beaten and tortured.
I thought I was cursed.

Twenty-five years and counting,
three strikes and I'm out!
Not matter how I've changed
or what comes about,
they won't let me out!

I've been stressed and depressed,
traumatized and oppressed,
suicidal moe than once,
and my femme gender repressed.

When I came out as transgender
I walked the yard with pride.
I found Love and hope again,
and determined never to hide
my SELF, an Amazon!

At times I'm lonely and sad,
thinking of things in Life I've missed
but Life itself is beautiful,
and I know it's better than this!

The struggle has made me stronger,
so, no matter what happens,
no matter how much longer,
I thank Goddess for Her blessings.

An Amazon prayer:
O goddess Hecate Dark Moon,
Mistress of the crossroad to Hell,
please, show me the right path
so I may prosper and be well.

- Jennifer Gann
February 2015

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Wordsmith Posted 9 years, 1 month ago. ✓ Mailed 9 years, 1 month ago   Favorite
Jennifer,

I really enjoyed reading your poem. I like to write poetry myself as well, and think it is a great way to process emotions and experiences. I loved the strong rhythm you have throughout the piece. I was also very touched by the strength and resilience that came through. Clearly you've been through a lot, but your voice communicates you have been able to turn things around and really appreciate each day you have. That's something many people have trouble doing, and I think that's pretty amazing that you have been able to do that for yourself.

Sarah

Jennifer Amelia Rose Posted 8 years, 11 months ago.   Favorite
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Stormy Posted 8 years, 7 months ago. ✓ Mailed 8 years, 5 months ago   Favorite
Hello, firstly I am a blind transgender lesbian woman living in Australia, I will begin by asking if the blog managers could better accommodate jaws for windos screen reader users, I cannot use PDF format and humbly request a standard text box to make it easier for me and those like me to interact. :) I live in Australia and have been a trans woman since beginning in 2013 my coming ut, and October 2014 under Dr. Hart, HRT and just on 12 months and being a blnd trans lesbian my life is filled with unique challenges. I am happy and share a house with my ex-wife who is one of the most amaze people I know. I am being refered to a GRS surgeon Dr. Ives, and after a year on private health cover, I will be ready for GRS and my next phase. I wish to ask about Guru Mayi, having returned to Siddha ashram in Melbourne, I am not misgendered and my body is good, my voice female and nobody knows I am trans, but I am a little anxious, does the guru accept trans people? I do hope so, otherwise I must remain silent on my true identity as a trans girl, I loved the satsang last night and felt the power of it after an absence of, um, 12 years, give or take, so Jen, can you offer me advice and let me know if they're more accepting, other devotees love me on first meeting, and I was taken to the ladies toilet without question or hesitation, so I do now wish to rock boat. so take care and you sound a lovely and courageous woman, yours in global unity and diversity, Storm Persephone Tara Meiying Liu x

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