Sept. 2, 2016

It's Hard

by LeVar E. Jones (author's profile)

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By LeVar Jones
8-12-16

It's Hard

It's hard to see
A good life
When they
Scandalize your name

It's hard too!
'Cause of your record
It'll be hard
To see fame

Hard to find a job
Like a rookie
Tryin' to get
In the game

The thumbprints
The mugshots
The horrible
Prison tray

The constant lockdowns
Barbwire
Protecting walls
That's gray

They say
It'll be hard
For me to find
Employment

They said
I started fires
And I did it
For enjoyment

They said
It'll be hard
And nobody
Won't even try

But they say
"Rehabilitation!"
That R in CDC
Is a lie

There's one
Obstacle
And that obstacle
Is me

I'm not gonna
Give up
Even though nobody
Believes

A lot said
I'll never change
And I haven't done
Good deeds

Because I got
Two strikes
They said it'll be
Hard to succeed

Said it'll be hard
To go
For all of
My dreams

Mine's died
In '98
But I'm rebuilding
My self-esteem

That was low
As a midget
whose knees
Were cut

It may be hard
For a felon
But I'll never
Give up

The chains that once
Bound me
Will finally
Be loose

They'll finally give me
The key
And I'll give back
That noose

That they had
Around my neck
And it held me
In place

Laying on the ground
With mud
On my
Face

I got the
Tenacity
I got motivation
I got God!

I got my
Parents' spirits in me
They drive me
To get a job

After spending
Over 18 years
In prison
Walking on the yard

Nothing will
Stop me
Despite everyone sayin'
It's gonna be hard

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