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Love Note
7/24/20
My Dearest Love:
I can see us picnicking at Millers park at the end of Broadway on a warm summer afternoon, a blanket spread out on the green grass, a cool breeze blowing off the Sacramento, I can feel you there in my arms your body pressed up against mine. I can remember kissing you, your lips tasting like strawberries. The sun reflecting off your face, so beautiful sitting there watching our old friends walking down the levee. I try hard to remember our conversations - there were many mostly filled with I love yous and plans for the future. Not a day goes by that I don't reminisce about our happiness during our carefree day - we didn't have much but the music always played for us. We never did find the time to build that little white house, the one with the white picket fence on a quiet street, a two car garage, a rock fish pond in the yard, a love seat swing on a front porch like the one at my grandma's house. Was it all true or just another dream we both carry. I love you not just part of the time, but I love you everyday not just part of the time and I will always be here waiting for you. See you in my dreams - I love you.
I'll Always Love You
Forever + Ever + Ever
Your Steve
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I remember being at Miller’s park with you - also recall going out to Slough House - and what was the other one out that way? Oh - Bridge House. I wonder if you can still go there and swim - or if that’s all given way to housing and strip malls?
We cuddled and talked - even in the heat, we had to touch :) - and we believed it would be forever...I guess, in some ways, it has been forever - I love you just as much now as I did then....but the realities have shifted, unfortunately.
One of the things that Carol had was lupus - she had that and RA (rheumatoid arthritis). One of the doctors she saw told us that normally one of those is the primary disease and the other is considered secondary - but in her case he wasn’t sure which would be the primary because they were both so severe.
I am still sorta depressed, but starting to feel better - a little. I read your posts and letters and I worry about you...how you’re doing, etc. it’s so frustrating to not be able to do anything for you when I want to so badly...
I love you Steve - let my love surround you - wish I could hold you - and feel your arms around me, keeping me safe...
Always yours
Always love
Jeannie
It was heartbreaking to read how much you miss your partner. I'm sure they love you very much.