hey its will. ya its been busy. an thats a hella funny story i didnt really get freaked out during birth but i was more concerned about jade an her pain. shes a strong woman. the kids are doing but where not aloud to talk about certain things with them over the phone so it gets hard to tell them about your letters at times. as for Brendon hes going threw things with his marriage. but i havnt talked to him in a wile. an ya i had a long talk with my staff sargent about how i have to stay a while to help my son an be apart of his life. i been having problems geting a job but i aint gonna stop looking. idk what im going to do for my brothers an sisters they dont wunna live with the family there with now. but i cant take care of them either i wish i could just adopt them sometimes but it would be really hard. anyways there doing good i havnt heard from yash in awile though so im not sure with him. but in my world its doing ok it gets hard at times. im in to body building right now an kick boxing. an im working on geting certified trainer.

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I don't know where to start. It's been awile sence I last wrote I been so busy with my son and trying to find a job. I been tempted to go back to my old ways but I'm trying hard to make money the right way. For my son. Me an jade hit bump in the road but where working threw it. And on top of all this I miss my brothers and sisters. About the calls being monitored I geues it's cus they didn't want me going behind there back and saying things that could get them in trouble. I talked with adoptive parents an they say it's cuz they don't want us ganging up on them. Me an my adoptive mother don't get along all the time and we had a huge agruement cuz I don't want the kids in institutes. And she has grudges against destiny and I don't think she's fit to make choices as a parent if she just wants to be mean to my sister. Now destiny is an open mind and she speaks what she thinks is right and are adoptive mom hates it she wants destiny and all of us to think the way she thinks. I talk to destiny the most and she's doing good I just say try and work threw it. I'm more concerned about David he is in a level 10 fesility and and has escaped once an gotten farther then any kid has but he did get cought. I rarely talk to him he told me he has tried to kill himself it breaks my heart to hear this. My parents say it's just a game he's playing he's done it b4. But they have never been locked up they have no fucking idea what it's like. I told David about the time I was sent away also. And he asked how long? I told him 3 months he laughed at the time I was captive. But I told him you know why I was only there for 3 months. He asked why. I said cuz I did what they wanted I faked a smile and played there game. It messed with my head but I made it out. I told him to stop fighting it. To just go threw the steps. He's been in fights and assaulting staff I told him just take it slow. And now he's doing a lil better but I worry so I tried to get heather to adopt him. And told my adoptive parents let him have phone calls with her but i don't know if it will happen. I feel powerless.

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