I personally forgive you for the 3H graphite pencil mishap ;) It's nice to see your smiley face on the end of that post too. Can't wait to see what you have for us next
It brings me sorrow to hear of your story, but strength to hear that you will carry on with the guilt because you know that you have a purpose you will fulfill. Your story reminds me that where you currently are does not determine where you'll go, but where you'll start. I wish you nothing but the best in the future.
I believe that remorse is something which cam be very healthy in this sort of scenario. Unfortunately, to reach this point it often does take having to have lost someone/something at some point in our lives.
The trick is to take this and use it to produce something productive in your life. Do not let it keep you dowwn. Rather think of how bad you feel when this guilt and the feelings associated come to mind and allow yourself to work to get away from it all. By reforming yourself and your attitude towards life you can make the positive change needed to make something better out of yourself. But remember it can only come from within you; and only you alone can start it.
It brings me sorrow to hear of your story, but strength to hear that you will carry on with the guilt because you know that you have a purpose you will fulfill. Your story reminds me that where you currently are does not determine where you'll go, but where you'll start. I wish you nothing but the best in the future.
-Alec Zisi
The trick is to take this and use it to produce something productive in your life. Do not let it keep you dowwn. Rather think of how bad you feel when this guilt and the feelings associated come to mind and allow yourself to work to get away from it all. By reforming yourself and your attitude towards life you can make the positive change needed to make something better out of yourself. But remember it can only come from within you; and only you alone can start it.