I hear you. I think it's a good thing that you write blogposts, it's a way to come out with thoughts and things on your mind. So keep up with it - if you can't talk with those around you, at least let it out in a blogpost. If that gives you comfort, then you know it's the right thing to do. :-)
Ahh, 40 years old are young! Being 40 is the new 30's! ;-) I'm older than you, but only 35 in my head, or perhaps only 30.. lol. But feeling like the years have crept up on you, no wonder that you feel that way. Your life have been full of trouble, you have taken alot of bad choices - days you don't even remember, and when you get clear you suddenly wake up realizing all the years have gone by. That being said, I think there are soulmates for everyone, it's definitely not out of date. But I also think we have to do something to find them, kinda meet them halfway. :-)
That's just great, well done! Keep on with it! :-)
Oh, I just realized that you wrote this blogpost a while ago - last year, actually, hope you don't mind comments on it. And cognitive thinking class, how was it? Are you still 'using' it? I know for myself that starting cognitive thinking can be difficult, but with practice it can be done. I hope you found it useful. :-)
I don't know what to say to you, no one can understand how it is unless they have been there, walking in your shoes. It must be quite hard not having simple things like deodorant and toothpaste, stuff we all take for granted. But I hope you stay strong and are thinking on better days!
Wow, I'm sorry! That really was no way out for sure. Being chained and handcuffed together arm and arm with no seat belts, nothing to hold on to. And I can't believe how alot of people could be happy about it - that kind of thinking freaks me out. I will save a prayer for all those 15.
OMG YOU DO NOT CONDONE STRICKING ANY WOMAN OR CHILD! THAT IS THE BIGGIST LIE I HAVE EVER HEARD! Me the first the one who 27 yrs later carry outward and inward scars. Not to speak of my son who was only 5 when you dam near killed him and i. Why r u there. You got out and beat women over and over until the state stepped in and pressed the charges themselves Because you pray on the weak who don't or can't stand up for themselves
John Michael Connelly as your ex wife a person who still suffers from your physical and mental abuse even 27 years later. You killed our child I was carrying you forever damaged my son and myself. You didn't deserve to get out the first time. You didn't deserve to go on to have children ever. I was afraid every day of every year you were out of prison and still check to make sure u are where you belong. To my suprise up pops your handwriting something I would think after all these years I wouldnt remember but it was fear I feel. Reading your rantings gives me some comfort as I can now stand back and really see how crazy insane you really are. The drs were corrected end all those yrs ago. 3 strikes was made for people like you who are severe violent offenders. As i said you never should of walked free once you were arrested and put in prison. I should of stood up at had you put away before then. I hope you have some remorse but I doubt your capable.
Well so much for the Bruins meeting last years expectations but they are hanging on to a playoff spot! If they don't win it, I am pulling for the Minnesota Wild! They are playing some amazing hockey!
I think you are one of the few, outside of Patriots Nation, that said they played a hell of a game with all the "controversy" surrounding the team! I definitely thought the game was over and expected Seattle to carry the ball across the line for a TD! I still can't believe they threw the ball and Butler read the play so well! That was a nail bitter to the very end...literally!
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Beautiful!
I'm older than you, but only 35 in my head, or perhaps only 30.. lol.
But feeling like the years have crept up on you, no wonder that you feel that way. Your life have been full of trouble, you have taken alot of bad choices - days you don't even remember, and when you get clear you suddenly wake up realizing all the years have gone by. That being said, I think there are soulmates for everyone, it's definitely not out of date. But I also think we have to do something to find them, kinda meet them halfway. :-)
Oh, I just realized that you wrote this blogpost a while ago - last year, actually, hope you don't mind comments on it.
And cognitive thinking class, how was it? Are you still 'using' it? I know for myself that starting cognitive thinking can be difficult, but with practice it can be done. I hope you found it useful. :-)
But I hope you stay strong and are thinking on better days!
Kinda MacGyver.. Lol
And I can't believe how alot of people could be happy about it - that kind of thinking freaks me out.
I will save a prayer for all those 15.
Stay strong!
Because you pray on the weak who don't or can't stand up for themselves
John Michael Connelly as your ex wife a person who still suffers from your physical and mental abuse even 27 years later. You killed our child I was carrying you forever damaged my son and myself. You didn't deserve to get out the first time. You didn't deserve to go on to have children ever. I was afraid every day of every year you were out of prison and still check to make sure u are where you belong. To my suprise up pops your handwriting something I would think after all these years I wouldnt remember but it was fear I feel. Reading your rantings gives me some comfort as I can now stand back and really see how crazy insane you really are. The drs were corrected end all those yrs ago. 3 strikes was made for people like you who are severe violent offenders. As i said you never should of walked free once you were arrested and put in prison. I should of stood up at had you put away before then. I hope you have some remorse but I doubt your capable.
Well so much for the Bruins meeting last years expectations but they are hanging on to a playoff spot! If they don't win it, I am pulling for the Minnesota Wild! They are playing some amazing hockey!
I think you are one of the few, outside of Patriots Nation, that said they played a hell of a game with all the "controversy" surrounding the team! I definitely thought the game was over and expected Seattle to carry the ball across the line for a TD! I still can't believe they threw the ball and Butler read the play so well! That was a nail bitter to the very end...literally!
Be safe!
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