more agreement how you say psychiatrists i know they is more fucked up than us a lot of the times i trying learn more when i get better about how shaman is heal people before i think i used be one its how i see the shaman capabilites in this morgellons and how a lot of the spiritually blind cant see it but is documented scientfic evidence about it doctors done experiments on the fibres and stuff its also nano technology. when i was i nthe spgb socialist party of great britian cos i was interested in a fairer world but i found out they also got some illuminati running the show tho say they dont have leaders...one of the members i cant remember his name i did other day i find lot of signifigance sometimes in names...is a psych that was actually struck off for abusing mentally ill people and disabled mentally like slow learners or whatever and ppl with both conditions under his care yet when i quesitoned how ppl like that who aint repented dont seem think they done anyting wrong is gonna be able help bring a real 'new world order; when they dant even deal with their own baggage think they can avoid responsiblity when they often know exactly what they doing if satan has convinced them its good and ok they cant blame satan thats his job i is in his hands get tortureed sometimes feel like it i dont hate on satan i pray is become a clear enemy to me and that is true how quran say in end times satan will turn around say to these so called leaders aand haters is got no authority apart from allah and actually fears allah probably wants get back work better more official for ALlah.
i went to that magazine site yesterday thanks for that i sorry say i waiting reply cos i couldnt put my country in the like box is only for usa i aint there...or not to my knowledge...jokes....i not got the money in mi bank now anyway i was out earlier i left bit cash at home i is so tired walk back i got rest out bank for mi shopping and marijuana forgot i was wait reply shud kept some. i hope hear back from them by monday when i get paid again i can defineely afford that then and will write in diary to remember. if not i will check this link here or if u prefer that let me know i can knock 20 dollar of it wel i need check it first if is gwan cost to convert the money and stuff. i also found site sells usa stamps like your pos office i made an account before mi internet credit run out so thats set up for monday, so Praise Jah a few possiblilites.
I agree how you say Jermiah about these psychatrists some must be karma i know a lot of them is use witchcraft hypnotism is in league with evil demons and evil angels use us in experiments - i find lot hope and how u say good messages gospels whatever lol in hitchhikers guide to galaxy. i know some of the stuff they involved with tho its on us too like noble drew ali teach know and overcome lower self i trying learn some self responsibility it aint easy with all the trauma and stuff same as you and others getting it worse must feel but i know same as how Jah is get me off banging up heroin smoking crack and being injected depos with thiese pHARMacuticals root word etemology of means witchcrft that Jah is help me deal with some of how i feel has happened without remembering properly without going too mad or down to pit of despair again too much. i onl go mi psych appt to testity and let these govts know Jah is aware of them and how they treating prisoners and stuff. im here with some ones on a emhoptec path or something switch these curses into blessings i read one of your dreams i got similar thoughts and before dream i was given an egyptian doll like isis also cud be connected these names of Creator in lefeka sedek ethiopian book of life/death bandlet of righteousness. one reason why i was undercover wihtout realising eg guided by HIM kuluminati etc i had get book is mi ancestors or someone they knew is similar to pslams and pistis sophie prayer i gwan try find that online put on here.
i am to do with Quezecoyal too the real one i have reasons to believe i got stuff o nmi channel mi birthcertificate my tatoos some type of mark coming up on mi back do with prop.et your govts same as mine all been ilfiltraed by some nazi types but dont panic if u is seek Creator and real freedom with responsibility they cant defeat us properly. they seem be in league with some locals want be the new oppressors make up their own 144,000 use me and a lot of ones like me to make some type of escape and destroy the planet and/or sell us out to some fallen angels and all evil reptilians like ones tthese oppressors in our govt is said be down with but its all different symbols in all our different cultures and stuff..whatever...i proof they cant stop anyone whose with Jah and if enuf people stand up we here help get a new goverment for all people if people have done crimes they wont be going unpunished the LORD loves judgement and righteousness but is merciful and forgiving to all who turn to Creator and seek redemption.
I also say i seem get trouble when i using mi internet to help ones in prison before when i is tryuing send laron books and stuff is like mi amazon account cant sign in for ages keep ask new password still wouldnt and similar issues. i got some kind of evil guardians over me or something think they can use me and even decide what i spend my money on i didnt get all this trouble when i was donating to the lion of judah society a fake pharisee cointelpro antichrist type organisation and not as i was deceived into believing how say on his utube and stuff is a elect rastafari of Jah. i take comfort how Muhammad is something in quran has buy slaves back. I really sorry if i have caused problems for you with these screws getting worse on you i feel really bad i dont know what to do sometimes i know is help laron but cud be a different situation i pray often ALlah is move captors hearts and minds to pity and see the truth more of who is Jah is like here for...i hope they can see by state of mi supplys and can see on mi youtube channel if any you screws is interested how i learning about God and us and stuff and making mistakes but stil progressing its Cursed8Blessed. i aint got no guns or escape plans as such im in a next country 'uk' i am think i am got some type of dna i related to Jesus and Mary Magdalene how i told my psychiatrist the other week i am not definite its true but i know the more i give up drugs seek shalom the more a lot of haters seem be for war. like bible say end times most world is deceived. we all are at some point but if we try they cant fool all of us all the time. especially me cos im a fragmented schitzo all over the place.
Shalom Jeremiah i gwan try write bit more clearer i just took some notes so i can try remember to answer what you said, sorry i dont do that often; i hope that morgellons post thing i put up recent may help show you i am not trying cause difficulties for you i have hard time thinking atm. I like say first off i totally agree how you is say about your blog posts i wouldnt alter them i havent i was gonna transcribe another one yesterday or whenever i was last on here i only just bought a next 5 days internet i cant remember how much days not had it before was only a couple days tops. i was gonna transcribe i thought at least i can do that if i not get mi mind calm to write but was already say transcribe same as just happen now then i start feel bit calmer thought i write a reply so start read it without writing/transcribing sometimes i find that easier...then discover how u say has been altered. i hope it wasnt me im some type of shapeshifter i sometimes think but a good one like how say Jesus is appear symbolically and more than that i feel as lion of Yuhudah etc. i know pslam 91 and a next one or two ask Most High cleanse from secret sins so in case i did transcribe and alter i apoligse but i pretty damn sure i didnt. some cointelpro stunt i wud have thought but only Allah know. i get hit with them tru internet a lot is quite painful be on line sometimes plus concentration wanes. i cud try in future if i get better and have time to try see if i can restore what i didnt alter but i cant promise i probably forget and i got prioritise. yeah sueing sounds a good idea.
Damn so many stupid people raised by other stupid people and taught to believe a silly fairytale about a man in the sky being born by a virgin, and other crap stolen from other older religions... and here we go, poop this book out into the world and with so many stupid people around (much more now than there were 2000 years ago) they will keep the shit alive for a long long time.
The sad truth is that humans are parasites on earth, all they do is use and destroy everything they have around them. We should and we will be extinct, because we are scum.
And when we die we won't see anything and no evil man in the sky is going to punish us. I am horrified at the idea of heaven, spending eternity with stupid people-sheep that I try to stay away from on earth? These people are scum and a true hell to be around.
These are very nice, are you selling them? People might want to buy alot of your work if it's easy to do so.
"tu fui ego eris"/Latin
=I was you; you will be me Thus, "what you are, I was; what I am, you will be.". A memento mori gravestone inscription to remind the reader that death is unavoidable.
"testis unus, testis nullus" = one witness is not a witness. A law principle expressing that a single witness is not enough to corroborate a story.
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The sad truth is that humans are parasites on earth, all they do is use and destroy everything they have around them. We should and we will be extinct, because we are scum.
And when we die we won't see anything and no evil man in the sky is going to punish us.
I am horrified at the idea of heaven, spending eternity with stupid people-sheep that I try to stay away from on earth? These people are scum and a true hell to be around.
People might want to buy alot of your work if it's easy to do so.
"tu fui ego eris"/Latin
=I was you; you will be me
Thus, "what you are, I was; what I am, you will be.". A memento mori gravestone inscription to remind the reader that death is unavoidable.
"testis unus, testis nullus"
= one witness is not a witness.
A law principle expressing that a single witness is not enough to corroborate a story.
Im all out of love
im so lost without you
my brother
up in heaven
why did i slay you
i was so wrong
you was so right
tight with God
its an old old story
cain and able
osiris and seth
what was the motive
jealou8sly i guess
only allah knows
your with HIm
so guess you know 2
not sure if it is a literal story
or a symbol, a myth
what difference does it make
these myths aint no
tall tales
more truth than western science
no matter how they search
investigate and measure
they only know half the story
]without spiritual reasoning
logic aint gwan cut it
no matter how hard you seek
trust me i know
i a gemini split
half of me is missing
my better half
my spiritual side
you were righteous
i am lost
pray we be reunited
soon come the crossing
perhaps i get mi wish
until then
i comtemplate
go back mi old ways
slit mi wrists
osiris was dismembered
odin self tortured
they was with god
me i just a pale imitation
devils spawn
carbon copy
full of folly
split within
no sense of wholeness
i start to re-member
sometimes, always
not too often
well not consciously
far too painful
so for now
i the great pretender
make out it doesnt hurt
maybe all mi dreams come true
when 2 worlds collide
rest easy my brother
with the angels
up in heaven
no sleep for the wicked
down here in hell