he is black jamaican he is not care how i am in this body i used feel real ugly and dirty before i not feel like that when i see him i is feel like pure i know is cos is with Jah. i wud rather see him occasionally or even see my cat Sos Agent Bageera obviously we have a different relationship hes a cat!!! i confess i was thinking the other day be cool to have cat sex with him but i meant if i was in a cat form too lol maybe we cud have different colour cat coats like a black panther or jaguar and a lepoard for example....i aint want get too much delusions of granduer say i want wear the lions coat i just want follow Top Cat Lion of Yuhudah. I dont have much spare time to socialise on account of these tribulatons i so grateful i am not locked up in hand of enemy like you but Jah is put me in large room i get idea i move around and is good idea i still bit blind sometimes cos i aint as strong as you or maybe i am gonna be strong like in a different way to compliment your strenghts not like as a counterfeit more a counterpart. I is happy with it i prefer spend my time learn more about ALLAH and myself how NOble Drew Al teaches us know thy self first overcome thy lower self. I wud rather spend my time also when i is getting weller in mi mind to write to you and stuff try be there for the people that is there for me i so grateful for you help i agree how you say ALlah is put us in each other lifes at right time to help each other.
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post.Shalom ala makem COmrade LaROn i hope noone is intefere how i transcribed it i just like make you aware i is transcribe a next prisoners blog soul survivor from alabama name of Jermimiah he is sound real cool is reply me but one reply i read yesterday he ask me not to change his blogs post. i is try explain the situation to him and also apologise if how i was joking around about escape plans is bring the screws on his worse is not my intention more the opposite. Yeah i can relate to a lot of what you write personally myself sometimes its like im in some freer prison reflecting you or something and i see others around me too how you say about them trying modify your sexual behaviour or whatever sorry i not on page now to read again reminds me how theheitz one i like on utube is vex me when the pharisee not stick up for him and was going tru much tribuations. he has some good videos say how he is also diregnosis schitzophrenic like me and how is get wierd stuff in his head sexual type but more than that is ike they target his girlfriends and stuff try make out like is a rapist or dangerous. i think one of these spirits on me is how i am somehow reserect from underworld how Jah like Osiris is help me up from lower levels of hell mindstate like david in pslams, one of these ones may have beena rapist bfore but is really nice and trusthworthy is how i feel it. i think some of the other bruthahs around on the youtube and in person around me is more the opposite done a lot of wrong shit dont want faceu p to it is try project their crimes onto others. i have had similar stuff in mi mind wierd sexual fantasie type stuff is not like how i was before is like they tryuing impose other thoughts on me. also the racism i relate to. i only got caught up in this black hebrew israelite wrong type of black supremacy cos i thought was do with the Black CHrist but same as us Our Master and Bruthah and His twin flame Mary Magdalena is not down for racists. i hope some of these ones is see how i is pale but i still allowed myself get deceived by that i aint hating on satan i is pray for satan before i still do a bit and pray that satan is become a clearer enemy to US and how quran say end of day satan is want be back with ALlah i believe it i saw on wake up project satan is just set this up for the Kings return. maybe the time got a bit twisted or something only ALLAH knows but all things turn to benefit of them who love Creator and perserverse in seeking truth. I saw my friend Orion today was so nice to see him
I like the comments you made regarding women and your admission of past treatment of women. I would just like to mention one thing. It is my opinion that the terminologies women/female are sometimes interchangeable but there should be some clarification. To put it short - female refers to the anatomy, while woman is more inline with the spiritual, psychological, and emotional aspects of her being. maturity of intellect, her character, understanding of self and that which sets her apart from men and other women/females who may or may not view themselves as a unique creation of GOD are also included in the arena that separates women in their entirety from those who allow themselves to be defined as and limited to females.
I was just thinking maybe you could write a blog detailing what kind of support you're after and I could forward it on to the websites that provide help, in the hopes of them contacting you directly.
Hi Marcus, I finished the transcription for your post.
I'm sorry that you haven't received any replies on your posts asking for mentors.
There are a lot of websites offering support/help. I'd be happy to research some, get their contact details for you or provide your information to them and see if they make contact.
I can also give you my email when you're released. I might be able to format a resume or something for you. :)
All is well here! No need to worry although that's sweet of you.
It's getting cold now so I've had to drag my winter things out of storage. I've even become one of those people (embarrassingly) who puts jumpers and jackets on their dog. Although my dog has taught herself how to take it off so I keep finding things strewn around the house.
I'm okay with some time off work. I figure if I'll be spending the next forty-odd years working, a few months off now might be a good thing.
It's good that you have September to focus on.
So, have you got any suggestions for tv shows I should watch? I tried watching American Horror Story but three episodes into season two and I got bored.
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Yeah i can relate to a lot of what you write personally myself sometimes its like im in some freer prison reflecting you or something and i see others around me too how you say about them trying modify your sexual behaviour or whatever sorry i not on page now to read again reminds me how theheitz one i like on utube is vex me when the pharisee not stick up for him and was going tru much tribuations. he has some good videos say how he is also diregnosis schitzophrenic like me and how is get wierd stuff in his head sexual type but more than that is ike they target his girlfriends and stuff try make out like is a rapist or dangerous. i think one of these spirits on me is how i am somehow reserect from underworld how Jah like Osiris is help me up from lower levels of hell mindstate like david in pslams, one of these ones may have beena rapist bfore but is really nice and trusthworthy is how i feel it. i think some of the other bruthahs around on the youtube and in person around me is more the opposite done a lot of wrong shit dont want faceu p to it is try project their crimes onto others. i have had similar stuff in mi mind wierd sexual fantasie type stuff is not like how i was before is like they tryuing impose other thoughts on me. also the racism i relate to. i only got caught up in this black hebrew israelite wrong type of black supremacy cos i thought was do with the Black CHrist but same as us Our Master and Bruthah and His twin flame Mary Magdalena is not down for racists. i hope some of these ones is see how i is pale but i still allowed myself get deceived by that i aint hating on satan i is pray for satan before i still do a bit and pray that satan is become a clearer enemy to US and how quran say end of day satan is want be back with ALlah i believe it i saw on wake up project satan is just set this up for the Kings return. maybe the time got a bit twisted or something only ALLAH knows but all things turn to benefit of them who love Creator and perserverse in seeking truth. I saw my friend Orion today was so nice to see him
I'm sorry that you haven't received any replies on your posts asking for mentors.
There are a lot of websites offering support/help. I'd be happy to research some, get their contact details for you or provide your information to them and see if they make contact.
I can also give you my email when you're released. I might be able to format a resume or something for you. :)
All is well here! No need to worry although that's sweet of you.
It's getting cold now so I've had to drag my winter things out of storage. I've even become one of those people (embarrassingly) who puts jumpers and jackets on their dog. Although my dog has taught herself how to take it off so I keep finding things strewn around the house.
I'm okay with some time off work. I figure if I'll be spending the next forty-odd years working, a few months off now might be a good thing.
It's good that you have September to focus on.
So, have you got any suggestions for tv shows I should watch? I tried watching American Horror Story but three episodes into season two and I got bored.