Lil Bit I really don't know what to say. I know who you are. And I have known exactly who you've been since about two or three days after my last blog to you. And I still don't know what to say. After reading your new reply...

First I'm glad your happily married to a good guy and have a good life. And I hope after you read this you'll still want to write and try us being friends again...

And if you still want a memory of us back then I can tell you a lot of them. But I don't think they would be appropriate on here. But the first time I was kissed was at strawberry festival. And the first time I ever told you I LOVED YOU was at the baseball field by your sister's house when I was taking you home one night...

And trust me out of every one I have ever known you are one out of three people that don't ever need to be scared of me... And I might get pissed off but that something every one dose right...

But I really want you to know I never wanted to hurt you. And I'm sorry I did. I was in some trouble. And a cop friend of my dad's told him they were going to arrest me and before I knew it I was in Mississippi getting on a bus to Michegan with a backpack with maybe five outfits and $30.00 dollars to my name. And I did come back about 8 months later when I had enough money. Because I missed you more than anything and I was hoping I could get you to come back with me. But people told me you didn't want anything to do with me and that you had someone else so I left and haven't been back. I really never wanted to hurt you... Hell you were my first true LOVE. And if I could go back and change it I would. But that's why I left, I really hope you understand it had nothing to do with me not wanting you, I promise.

That's why I'm having problems writing this letter...

And as for the stuff you need to get off your chest, what's up? There's mine. And you know I'm not the smartest but the times right... SO IS JORDEN OUR SON??? And if so who did you adopt him to? Do you get to see him? And what does he look like? Please tell me, I really want to know...

And as for the other women that writes to me she really doesn't write and it's a long story, but she's married and wants him. Trust me, I have found that out the hard way. More than one time...

But I hope after reading this you still want to write to me and be friends okay. Oh and if at any time you write something on here and I don't write to you back it's because they are changing this situation because of fonding so I don't know if they're going to change it or what, but you have my address and I promise I'll write to you back as long as you want me to... And I hope you like the art I did for you... Please write back soon.

JOE

P.S. I still really would love to see a picture of you :) :) :) :)