Sept. 25, 2013

Random Thoughts

From Counterfeit Freedom by Roland F. Stoecker Jr (author's profile)

Transcription

Random thoughts

I've finally conquered
my addiction
to living.

Roland 9/9/13

If there is a god?
I expect him /her
to tell me
Fuck You
If you can't take a joke.
After I explain
how shitty my life was.

Roland 9/9/13

- Old lady, New lies -
She told me
She was lonely
thats why she
was with him.
I wish
I could tell her
Being loved by her
Is about as much fun
as playing with a bag of dead kittens.

Roland 9/9/13

- Great fucking boy -

Come here
tell me a story
You see
Im sick of my life.
Help me
forget myself for a minute
or two.

I long for things
I've forgotten.
replace my truth
New lies.
Seen myself
dying
alone,
no longer care,
eyes refuse to surrender
any more tears.
Wounded child soul
grew up
ended up killing my lust for life.
Ive got four kids
Other men raised,
Waiting for them to grow up
and walk away from me.

Roland 9/8/13

Favorite

Replies (1) Replies feed

hyperbolizer Posted 11 years, 2 months ago. ✓ Mailed 11 years, 1 month ago   Favorite
Touching poetry but very bleak. I particularly like the image of the bag of dead kittens. Keep your chin up.

We will print and mail your reply by . Guidelines

Other posts by this author

Subscribe

Get notifications when new letters or replies are posted!

Posts by Roland F. Stoecker Jr: RSS email me
Comments on “Random Thoughts”: RSS email me
Featured posts: RSS email me
All Between the Bars posts: RSS