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IAMANNAISABEL

Thank you for your kind words of encouragement - moreover, thank you for the generosity of your humanity in simply acknowledging the struggles of my most unfortunate predicament. I am please to know one such as yourself exists.

Forgive me for my poor penmanship and spelling. I am possessed and obsessed with raw hate and blind hatred for my enemies who maliciously (KKK) and wrongfully took my life. Criminal public officials: the true enemies of all humanity. Again, let it be known before I leave this world: I was wrongfully convicted for crimes that never even happened.

A legal lynching. My life taken and my family destroyed, my beautiful black wife and my five beautiful black children, fourteen years and down.

I curse and damn this racist, corrupt state of KKKA forever, riverside county KKK officials to hell.

Thank you for this much needed distraction - I have prepared this piece of loss of life, especially for you. Albeit, somewhat depressing, we all know 'it is what it is', and truth simply is. It is not true and we do not live in a world of happiness, not for anyone. And of course to spout the half-full, half-empty glass or mind over matter is just antiquated, jaded rhetoric.

FYI

My release date is 4-18-15. I do not see parole board, I am not a lifer. I have a definite internment/sentence of 16 years period. Albeit, even as an atheist, I can only shake my head and say a prayer for them - having to prostrate yourself in every way before sexist pigs?, fascist-Nazis and KuKluxKlan's men - having to lie on yourself, saying exactly what the KKK want you to say - prostrating? any and everything you've ever stood for or believe - you literally sell your soul, begging and pleading for you your freedom.

A prisoner facing a parole board is truly a whore, having turned dozen upon dozen of 'tricks' acquiring sucker certified of every kind from good housekeeping to anger management - it is shameful and dehumanising. To see a man turn himself inside out, having become a no-self prostration for freedom. I have seen lifers with stacks of 30-40 sucker-ass class certificates that they've taken to influence and convince the parole board that they are a changed man, that they turn their lives around. In truth and I swear by it, I have never thought that there was anything wrong with my life.

Let it be known I do not intend by my condescending statements in criticism of those who must bow down and bend over in front of a parole board - begging for a second chance at life.

It is such a grievous indignation - oh, least I forget the suffering and death of some of these prisoners victims - even so I cannot rationalise the savagery of this racist, corrupt government of decades of torturing a prisoner in retaliation for a crime committed.