Daily journal #28
November 17-23, 2014
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Monday November 17, 2014 6:16am. Been up since 4am. I didn't get up until they brought the breakfast at 5:30 2 pancakes and some oatmeal. Then I washed up, made my bunk. Washed a T-shirt. Now I've got to figure out what to do to pass the day. Thought about one grievance that I could write. I didn't get a good nights sleep between this pain and these two officers when they walk by. Instead of counting inmates, their having conversations. Imagine being in your bed asleep and every hour or so some one walks through their talking, that's what this amounts to. Then mccary and martin talking. Miquel over there rubbing his head against the table to make a squeaking noise. This place is starting to seriously effect me. I don't remember the last time a place got to me like this. Yes I do, in March when I was in a cell p-4111 Mccary on one side, Randy jones another mentally- ill inmate on the other side. Being housed around the mentally- ill takes a serious strain on you. I need to write my attorney about my death penalty case
6:47 am. Wrote Linda a quick legal letter.
6:59 am. The legal mail lady just picked up my letter and mailed it. I'm going through some legal papers throwing stuff away while looking for a grievance that I filed a few weeks ago. Martin is talking to his self as usual. I've herd him snoring sleeping good, come right out of that sleep and go right into conversation ( with his self) when he started that I thought he was faking, when he did that several times, I knew he's seriously messed up. I seen a guy start out faking it, by the end he had slipped over and lost his mind. The mental structure of the mind, is not to be played with. Guess I'll see what I can write next.
8:01 am. Did some reading in my book about the Catholic church.
8:13 am. Grievance lady just picked up my grievances. I've got to find something to do, to pass some time. I'm already hungry. We have about 3 hours and 15 minutes until we eat. I just had severe pain shoot through my right knee.
9:23 am. Wrote Ann. I'm going to lay down now. Not feeling very good.
10:35 am. Been laying down. Plumber came and fixed my sink where it'll now drain. They also worked on the handicap shower. I hope they got it fixed this time.
11:14 am. Cleaned out my address book, there away some old addresses and letters. It's hot and humid in here. I hear the food cart out there. They should be coming in about 30 minutes. I'm fed last.
11:43 am. Just finished eating, dang that was nasty! I'm going back to reading this article on prison abuse. I read it months ago, but I wanted to re-read it.
12:23 pm. Amazing how corrupt the FDOC is. This article was about 2 inmate deaths, and the Inspector General Jeffrey T Beasley trying to cover them up, and telling his Inspectors he would have their asses if they didn't back OFF. Some watchdog we have. This place has earned it's Right to be called the Flo. Dept of "CORRUPTION". I'm going to get myself killed doing this, might as well die for something you believe in. I'm trying to figure out an angle on how to fight them. Which was why I was reading this article. Have to think about it some more. What I'm really ready to do is eat dinner, take a shower and go to bed. Hope they wake me up with some mail. Weather out there looks rough. I haven't seen weather of any news since Sunday Oct 26. I have no idea what's going on in the Free World.
3:56 pm. Been laying down. I read some of this book on the Catholic faith. I hear the food cart up the stairs. We should be eating in 20 to 30 minutes about 2 1/2 hours until shower then I can get in bed. Won't be able to sleep, guys from other wings will come over here to shower and they will be calling me to talk since there's only 5 of us over here, only 4 shower. After 2 trips this side's done, 2 showers on a wing so they will start bring guys from other wings over so they can finish the showers up. It was storming outside earlier. We have a nasty dinner tonight. I'm going to lay down and wait on it.
4:31 pm. Finished eating, just 2 more hours till shower. I'm reading some more on this book.
6:13 pm. They just came through with 6.00pm count, yes they are running behind. Hope they get them showers started so I can lay down. I need some mail tonight so I have something to do tomorrow.
6:52 pm. Back from the shower going to lay down.
7:30 pm. Martin's cell 4102 was buzzed open so he walked out has his stuff packed up, he's out on the quarterdeck now with the officers. That woman running that control panel is going to be in a world of trouble. I'm not sure what they are doing to him. They may beat his ass for walking out of that cell. He's been out there for over 15 minutes. This is the wrong Sgt on, they may beat the hell out of him. I don't hear any more showers going so they've stopped the showers. Martin thought he was going home, he was packed.
7:47 pm. They brought him back, there was a use of force, cause they had the camera on him and brought medical down. They don't do that unless there's a use of force. Martin's back over there talking to hisself. Well I'm going to lay back down.

Tuesday Nov. 18, 2014 6:13 am. Got up at 5 ate breakfast at 5:30 read my mail that came in last night. Washed up made the bunk, I got in letters that had four org. for me to write so I'll be writing them today. Martin did get slammed last night. Can't blame the officer, I'd have done the same thing. Martin is mentally gone, and deteriorating more ever day. Well I need to get this pen going and try to accomplish some things.
8:37 am. Classification and a CO just came by, told Martin he needs to come out so maintenance can fix his door opened last night. I know why it happened, the woman in the control room pushed the button. I heard it when it rolled. I know what it sounds like. It was human error, and it happens all the time!
8:47 am They are taking the door apart, all that work because of the wrong button being pushed.
9:24 am. They just brought Martin back. I'm writing a letter.
10:02 am. Finished a letter, it is cold in here, I know why. From cell P-4014 all the way down to cell P-4114 the windows are open and it's in the 30's and 40's out there. They are trying to freeze the mentally ill and me right along with them. I've got more letters to write.
11:13 am. Fire alarm is going off. Wish someone would just cut the wires and be done with it. It's useless, it goes off so often that people don't take it serious. It's a piece of garbage. I'm waiting on lunch. I had to lay down. I sneezed and pain shot through my back, still hurts, supposed to see the doctor tomorrow.
11:53 am. Finished eating, wasn't much and all ice cold. I hope dinner is better, that's 4 1/2 hours off. Oh well, back to writing.
1:44 pm. Just finished putting my property up and I've been listening to my music. Sgt. came by at noon said you're off DC the DR was thrown out, that's all. I know at this point, I know they're not going to be happy about it, and they may do something crazy and off the wall. I wouldn't be surprised to see the DR investigators back here tomorrow. I just don't trust these people and I know how slimy they are. This will be the 2nd DR I've had over turned against my classification officer this year.
2:17 pm. Wrote mom and told her I'm off DC wrote. Wrote a request to also find out why this DR was thrown out and who threw it out. I'm fix in to eat and take some pain pills.
4:01 pm. Waiting on dinner, chicken tonight. I'm feeling sick. I don't know if it's these pain pills or what. I'm watching a movie, surviving the hame, starring Ice-T, it goes off at 5pm, then I'll watch the news.
4:11 pm. I found out the DR was thrown out due to a re-write, which means they made a mistake and are going to re-write the DR and make me serve an extra 30 days. That's the game these people play.
5:42 pm. I spent the last 40 minutes finding my rules and getting my statement ready. I'm going to go after them even harder when they write this new DR.
6:15 pm.