Dec. 2, 2015

What's next; Echo; more

From Counterfeit Freedom by Roland F. Stoecker Jr (author's profile)

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- What's next -
My sad heart
burst out from my chest
fell onto the ground
Shattered into a million little pieces
cruel birds feasted
and left me bleeding to death
7/27/15

- Echo -
I cried out
to my Soul
will you come home
7/27/15

- God's waiting room -
I sit in pain
admiring how far
my other emotions
sit from me.
1/19/14

- Sick of sickness - 9/19/15
I need
I want
I crave
something
anything
receive
nothing -

Written in Madness on 9/19/15
Death becomes me / I hide behind a million masks each day / Take away this flesh / I'll be free / To fly away / Toward the blessing of eternal darkness / where nothing follows / including you and them / Those who said they loved me / but loved me the same way that I loved them / half hearted and selfish / keep portions of self to keep yourself company when dead -
9/19/15

I thought about dying last night / kept me awake / without fear / tasted hope in the back of my throat / for the first time in years / I'll no longer be in soul crushing pain /

when I die / I leave behind / nothing!!!!

Keep praying Roland / one day / God will help you / You just got to believe / like you did growing up / That your parents would protect you from the things that scared you.

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