Reply ID: hvui

July 27, 2016, 4:45 PM

Maggie,

You certainly are one angry miserable woman. Tell me this: Ron was such a great friend of yours. Tell me the following (& I know the answers & I only knew him 1 month). What was his birthday? Favorite food? Favorite color? What's his brother's name? What was his middle name? If you cannot answer those questions, he was not that close of a friend. I would say he was an acquaintance of yours. Because for the 1 month that I knew him, he never once had any company over. Moving on...

I hate to break it to you, but out of the 5,300 men & women serving life most did not feel remorse immediately following the murder. But what about the hundreds & hundreds of murders that are committed & they are given 5 years, 10 years, 15 years? I don't see you being upset about that. Google the Penn State professor who murdered his wife because he didn't want to take their kid with him & they fought. So he smashed her skull like a pumpkin with a metal weight bar, set the house up so it looked like a burglary & a burglar murdered his wife. He got 5-10 years for it.

Why? Because the D.A.'s Office didn't want to prosecute him. He had political friends so they gave him the best time they could. Doesn't hurt that he was a multi-millionaire too. His wife's family sued him for wrongful death. I never learned what happened with that. I don't see anyone in society crying about all the murders where a wealthy person gets a slap on the wrist.

I was a 21 year old kid —not a man, a kid— who was on the wrong path in life. But now I have greatly improved. Yet you continue to beat me down, put me down. What is remorse, Maggie? What does it mean to you? Do I lay sleepless at night sometimes, thinking for hours how I could have handled that night differently> Yes, I do. I killed Ron. I took his life & he didn't deserve that. It ultimately caused Justine's killing. I feel more pain over their deaths than I do ruining my own life.

As I read what you wrote, you are a very miserable & hateful woman, & I use God in some of my posts because religion is new to me. Seeing some of these amazing outside church guests & their faith, it inspires me to want to do & be better. They are a part of what inspires me. I cannot quote 1 single Bible verse. I go to mass every week. Sometimes I am a reader, sometimes I set up, & I read my daily readings, but I do not have 1 verse memorized. So I read numbers 14:18. I am fascinated with the history of Jesus. I watch every movie they make, every TV shoe that come son. God made 1 perfect being: a man who stood for everything, one who could be subjected to pure evil & still come out on top unscathed. This history of Jesus is compared to a modern day TV superhero. He saved millions, spread his teachings so powerfully that over 2,000 years later they are still being taught.

Jesus was a man who everyone should want to aspire to be like. Me included. So why continue to put me down when I only try to do better? If you have nothing nice to say, nothing constructive or positive, then leave me alone. Get a life. Don't you have a husband? Family? Anyone who cares? Turn off the computer & live life. Stop putting people down. I only want to better myself; stop trying to strike me down all the time. I do not deserve the pain I feel every day, watching my loved ones die. You are a very cruel & hateful hag.

PS: I don't see you complaining about how your tax dollars pay for every politicians' house, car, food, but it's okay in your eyes for the state to murder me so you don't pay for my food. So that makes you "pro-murder." In favor of it. Don't be a hypocrite.