Thursday, November 8

Dear, Erne.
I KNOW that you've gotta be enjoying your objective power trip after all your subjective NED trips. Reawakening your ability to perceive on a whole other level. Yup! It would certainly blow my mind if I went into that objective process. After a couple of decades locked alone in my tomb (my head), who wouldn't?

I've been imagining it lately, getting out of prison (at 60+?) and being spirited away to some secret enclave for debriefing as a prerequisite to a briefing process toward a higher degree. Of being promoted into special forces for the next Mission Impossible campaign. Of course, PC 15 I/C would try to intern me with enticements, probably along the lines of a SPO official post or supervisor mat over a team of helpers. Much like they enticed B.

Too bad those I/C's didn't understand SIG was their "consultant" inside! I've nothing better to do or to be here now than provide what I have to reverse this dreaded dwindling spiral of no responsibility, both at these penal colonies and amongst officials. It's funny how future plans obscure present opportunities.

I'm secure in knowing that this time out in stasis was a rewarding opportunity to reduce alter-is universe subjugating vulgarians (80-08) in order to remember the purpose of space games. The wall of fire, it's called! It certainly burns off the drugs of MU. I've taken that much from the death throes of countless lives. This game of life is all make-believe on whatever gamefield that life is lived! Trapped in their point of view (i.e. "scarcity"), the infinite numen seems myopic and, consequently, the mental illness of misunderstandings beget incomprehension and its corresponding second phenomena.

Alas, the barriers of non-communication provoked answer-hunger to instigate shadow boxing games as a sort of Jacob's ladder, providing me a means to transcend this earthly supplantation. What does the word colonialism mean and how does colonizing play its part?

I'm so very grateful for the part everyone played on my track, which helped me up the ladder. Sacrilegious as it may seem to the myopic ones, I stand at the threshold of Ne Plus Altra, urging me upward above the rungs.

For the love of truth, AS-15!
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