Rise and fall of the Gender Series part (1)
The youth (boys and girls) Americans, United Nations, Continents

Our world is spinning out of control faster than wonder woman changing her attire. Our youth is deteriorating from violence with guns, transgender and homosexuality (identity crisis) domestic violence between parents or family members, robberies, opioid, vaping, murdering, human trafficking, being placed in group homes, orphans and foster care, sexual addiction, being rape and molested, gangbanging, selling drugs, teen pregnancy, bullying, wanting to be people pleasers and just wanting to be validated by any form. For me this is a tearing subject because our youth is the next generation. I had three premonitions. One of my niece confessed to me that she did things that was wrong because she wanted to feel validated because her own granddad wouldn't have nothing to do with her then. It's my own father who has ejected me for the last two years. So I had to explain to her about my own life, how we have to forgive and pray for those individuals because they are hurting on the inside. Hurting people hurts others. We have to supersede the negative with positive. I express to them how much they auntie loves them. Then I had my niece in law was cutting her wrist. It was this character on the internet telling her to do this to herself. We pray for her and get counseling. She is ok now. Her mom had her as a teenager. She don't want her. Her dad is in her life till a certain extent but my sister in law is raising her. These are all teenagers. My baby son when he just finish high school met this 42 year old woman. He was only 18 years old. Very creative with t-shirts and shoes can design his butt off. This lady is known to be on the internet with the teenage boys. My son got swept off his feet. This lady has him estranged from his family. If we talk to him on the phone she is right there. It's almost like a kidnapped situation. You talk about anything going on. I am going to get you. Now he is 21 years old. The situation is the same. We have been praying. With my son he wanted that motherly love both of his parents are in prison. We tried to be a parent from behind bars. It only worked for one of our three children. Our sons are not wielding but getting into trouble but they cut the communication line out of anger at the system. Their parents' case is jacked up. All their youth has their grandparents that they can talk to me niece has a grandmother and aunts on the outside the niece in law has granddad and grandmother. Our sons has grandma and granddad. The Holy Bible scriptures talks about elderly have great value psalms 92:14 Just follow the things I am about to say. Honoring God is not restricted to young people who seem to have unlimited strength and energy. Even in old age, devoted believers can produce spiritual fruit. There are many faithful older people who continue to have a fresh outlook and can teach us from a lifetime experience of serving God. Seek out an elderly friend or relative to tell you about his or her experiences with the lord and challenge you to new heights of spiritual growth. Is this true for this generation. You see all those youth that had this, that was on the wrong path. But do they listening to the elderly who has the wisdom to teach them. No. I myself can relate. My great grandma was full of wisdom but I only listened to what I wanted to. I often told her, man grandma you just don't understand. She said baby you will see one day what I am saying to you is the truth. My brother took heed to what she said. The area I was disobedient and wildin. He used her wisdom to excel. I am just getting it when I am older. We still have some elders who are still kicking out wisdom but is the children really listening. Seems like to me they are listening to the one who are wanting to be still young and kicking out things that are leading them down the wrong path. The elders who are kicking out the wisdom is being ignored in this generation by our younger generation. I been there. I want to reverse the atmosphere. In our society it seems like the youthfulness over wisdom and potential contribution by the elderly are often ignored. As Christians, we should revise those values whenever we can. Encourage older people to share their wisdom and experience. Listen carefully when they speak. Often then your friendship and help them find ways to continue to serve God. As children we are always told those older than us can give good advice. Even the words says in proverb 6:20-23 It is natural and good for children, as they grow toward adulthood, to become increasingly independent of their parents young adults, however should take care not to turn a deaf ear to their parents - to reject their advice just when it is needed most. If you are struggling with a decision or looking for insight check with your parents or other older adults who knew you well. Their extra years of experience may have given them the wisdom you seek. Do you think that is feasible for our children to do in this era? Just ask them. The answer would be no because so many adults are the ones leading our youth down the road of destruction. Teachers, parents, pastors, acquaintances, friends, church people, gang leaders, companies, vendors, television, certain music and artists, classmates, internet. The peer pressure is really strong for our children in this generation. It's not all our older generation is not out doing what's wrong. But a vast of them are. What do our children need some who speak their languages and a mentor. I've noticed some communities have started to mentor the youth. They seeing a change. But even in mentoring some gets it. Some gets worse because they have a void on the inside of them. That only the lord can fill no matter how much real love you show them. They still feel unworthy and nobody loves them. We need more spiritual youth ministry to step up to the plate to help these young individuals. My ministry is youth. When I stay in the projects everybody child wanted to come to my house in King West apartment because they can share their heart with me I understood. You see I have a story to tell the youth. Somewhere in their shoes, I have walked. I love to be transparent with people cause I have nothing that is a secret. Some people know some of my testimony. To my youth boys and girls

The Jennifer Johnson Testimony.

When I was born in 1974 in Bainbridge, GA. My mom had left me with my great aunt. She moved to Albany, GA and my biological father went to the military. I was little I thought my great aunt was my mom because she never was around. Then all of a sudden this strange lady comes to the house and drops this little baby boy off. I knew my grandma stay next door. She took him. All I hear is this your little brother. All I know I had been the only child living there. I didn't want no uninvited guests. I told my aunt I am the baby, he goes to grandma. Stay, stay, stay. I was spoiled too. So at the age of 4 years old my great aunt died. I remember at the funeral trying to seen to the casket as they lowered it into the ground crying I want big mama that was her nickname. That strange lady was at the funeral. My great grandma and some more family members came into my life. Finally I realize that was my mom in and out of my life. She came back into life for good at the age 8 years. Brought some strange into our life that was very violent. I remember the first week they was there I smell marijuana, they was drinking hardcore liquor in the back room. While my great grandma was in the next room. Sometimes people think us little children is naive to everything because we are children. But I knew it was wrong because they taught us drinking and driving and drugs was wrong in school. So if drinking is wrong for you driving drunk. So it got to be wrong just to put in your body. Here eight years old also watching her grandma and granddad getting drunk and fight all the time. When my granddad got drunk and mad he would always shoot his shotgun up in the air. I would find myself jumping scared at the sound and thinking he would kill my grandma one day. For a week of this new man being the house with our family. One day he got mad at the family swing an axe at my great aunt who was severely mental health. The new man became my mom's new husband in spite of the sign of violence and abuse. All of certain this man comes to the house in a military uniform. My grandma's telling this is your dad. He asking me if I want to come with him.. At the age of eight now I am looking confused saying no, no because you are strangers to me. Then while I am sitting his lap he's telling everybody his mom died. Which that would be my grandma so why didn't I meet her. At the age of 8 years that when feeling rejected and unloved and unworthy. Because what my dad and mom didn't want me at all. I wasn't a happy child anymore. I begin to cry every night feeling lonely and sad. At the age of 8 I accidentally took my first drink of Borcandi Rum because my biological mom left it on the table in a glass of Christmas eggnog. I sip every bit of it till it was gone. I was so drunk till I was falling over. So in the dark when the adults would turn their backs I would try to tobacco, cigarettes, beer, snuff just to try to see why they was doing this stuff. As from 4 to 13 years old I was being molested and forced to watch pornography. My real father got custody of me at the age of 13 years. I had lost my virginity to a 27-year-old. Then I got addicted to sex and pornography. I begin to hang out with people smoking marijuana, drinking just doing all the wrong things in life like robbing people, etc. Hanging around the wrong people lead me to receive a life sentence in prison at the age of 21 years old. Prison life is nowhere for our youth. Most of the time you are abuse by other inmates who don't even care about themselves. You are subjected to abuse by staff who is there to earn a paycheck and go back home. Wanting to be except and wanted by others can lead our youth to a path of destruction or death. I often ask people how you feeling today. Because that person could feel they wanted to end it all as a youth because they are stressed out, and afraid that nobody cares about them or even understand them. I myself was suicidal from the age of 13-23 years old. I overcame by letting go of all the things from past that had me weigh down from birth. I never felt like I was wanted anywhere I went. I felt rejected by everyone even if they showed me true love I would think ill motives was behind what they saying to me or doing for me. It took me coming through the system going through organization called Kairos through Kairos. I learn what true agape love was and felt it through my weekend retreat. The talks, fellowship and the forgiveness night. Everything that had me weigh down was lifted very quickly. Still today I walk in my freedom and full of joy no longer bound. I feel a lot of adults or teenagers need to contact the Kairos Chapel to see if you can go through this walk before you end up in a place like this called prison. They have a specific walk for adult males, adult females. The teenager walk is called torch. You send your love one or even if you need to go. You can change. God can help you to change so you can help somebody else along their journey. We got to rise above the fall of the gender to death and destruction (violence, drugs, sexual addiction, opioid, vaping, hanging around the wrong crowds and wanting to be cool, keeping up with the wrong trend, murdering, STDs, chlamydia, gonorrhea, and raping.

Written by Jennifer