Hi Daniel, Im new here (just spent over 2 days on and off reading 200 plus pages of random blogs, all the way back to around summer 2011) and finally made an account so I could respond to writers who I noticed take the time to write in their personal words about the world they live in for the time being (some for life or worse which sucks) and try and share those experiences with us readers on the outside. I wanted to let you know if you start posting often, I will be reading and will definitely be ready (and can handle) anything you put onto paper. Take care and Im sorry that you recently had to suffer the letdown of a person who you thought cared about you very much. Just know that most of the time, others do not even know what they want out of their own lives and have no clue that if thats the case then why drag others into it? That may not be the situation here since I dont know the story but I was giving a friend advice the other day when this happened to him, because he felt he was being the victim of mind games basically and that his "gf/friend/bff" only came back around when she got bored with doing her thing. Or perhaps someone may be ill, in a bad situation, or have too much going on and unfortunately they think they will cause you more stress being where you are if they push it onto you. But once again, Ill say I dont know the everythings of the ordeal, just speaking from a womans perspective and the mistakes Ive saw my girlfriends over the years make with breaking plenty of hearts due to not thinking clearly when they involve that heart in their life. Alot of people have not liked me because of this, but then again they go crazy and come to me for advice when it happens to them by their significant other(s) it seems- but I am someone who is blatantly honest whether it bursts bubbles of hope at the moment or not. Id rather tell someone the truth right then than wait a year down the road and tell them/ admit that I wasnt ready or had too much on my mind to consider the relationship or even a friendship seriously. Which is better? Knowing up front or waiting until someone grows close to you after you make a half-a** decision you made just to make them happy, only to later on down the road crush them? I dunno, but I hope it makes sense to someone.

P.S. I hope that all turns out well between you and your friend and that you find out she is okay and nothing is horribly wrong. It can be crazy out here in this world for some and I hope she is alright. Only you know which side to lean toward- something being wrong and you not knowing whats up OR you being forgotten and totally ditched for a reason you cant even find out. For that I am sorry. You seem like a very funny, humorous, sweet guy who is just looking for some kindness in this cold world. Im sure when you find it, experience it, its hard and hurts alot when you lose it and have no idea why. So Im sending my best wishes to you that things will make sense soon and your friend will at least reappear and let you know she is okay and what happened. You never know! (smile) Take care and Ill be reading here. From C.C.