Korn County Sucks!

I'm still trying to get my writ writ. It's halfway done and sure looks good. I'm using the same argument that others have used to get out. And they got out! The argument, in a nutshell is: I took a plea in 1985 for 3 yrs; 3 yrs parole and I agreed with that AND the possibility of a 1 to 5 yr enhancement if I catch another felony. Korn County DID give me that enhancement but they also gave me 25 to life (32 to life w/ the enhancements). The govt. broke the plea agreement. I would never had pled guilty (no contest) with that possibility. I could have beat that case if I tried, but I had a 6yr 8mo "joint suspended" that I was trying to dodge and my "attorney" talked me into taking a 3yr deal. I didn't even have time to think about it. She said it was "now or never" because if we wait they'd find that "joint suspended". Looking back I realize that the only way I would have got that "joint susp." sentence was if I was found guilty of the charges in LA and there's no way I could have lost! If I would have fought it, they'd probably have thrown it out due to lack of evidence. Fuckin' buzzard ass luck! And what a GREAT fuckin' lawyer! Bitch got me a life sentence because SHE was in a HURRY! Oh well. Burn in hell. I would be hating her but I'm fresh out of hate. It's too much weight on me. Right now anyway. Sometimes I'm full of it. No matter the emotion: I give it my all. Well, I used to anyway. Things seem to be waning in the passion dept. I used to be so passionate about my art (painting etc.) and learning and so many other things, but now I'm leaning toward - who cares. I don't really care about anything except my writ. This is it: it either gets me out or... well, I don't know. I'm hoping I don't die in here. I want to die in a motorcycle wreck. And that's gonna be hard from in here! I'm not giving up on this. I'll make this work. OR die trying.

Short of death itself, there's no such thing as total defeat... there is never a disaster so devastating that a determined person cannot pull something out of the ashes - by risking all that he or she has left... "Nothing in the world is more dangerous than a desperate man." ANON

I'm not sure who wrote that but here's one of mine:
Revenge! Revenge! But take your time, the longer you wait, the more divine.
The joy you'll feel you can't refute, so plot and plan and execute!

Anyway... I'm no Walt Whitman! Hopefully I'll be able to file my writ next week. I'm finally REALLY seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. It's just a matter of time!