(Don't) Cry For Me
01.26.2013
Feels like the only way out of this is to kill somebody. Kill them before they kill me. Kill to prove what I'm feeling is correct. Kill so I'll be able to get a T.V. (Death Row prisoners are allowed T.V.s and radios in solitary).
These others have to feel this kill emotion also. Got. To. It's in the way we interact. Call it "death wish". Call it a snarl, revealing one's teeth, before attacking.
A constant humor is employed to cover the pain. To want to kill hurts.
And no man acknowledges suicidal ideation. It's better to blame others for your hurts. Maybe if you kill them you'll feel better. If you kill yourself you'll feel nothing.
I don't think society banks on what it is to have millions of captives hurting so much that murder is the only way out. - I can't stress this enough!
Going off and taking others with you. This mindset doesn't spring up just on college campuses and schoolyards. This pain is carried from these modern day concentration camps to the minds of the youth. Call it "prison culture". Whatever.
It's a prison society. Locked down. These demons jump bodies and devour souls until only shells are left. Then they hop the razor wire searching. Seeking more food.
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