As a Psychology student I know these are significant problems which are magnified within the prison system. I'm glad to hear that you were able to overcome these destructive ways of dealing with your pain. The mind is incredibly powerful. I applaud you for reaching out to help others and would love to hear if you have remained on this path since your release.
I see this post is 2 years old now but thought I'd comment regardless, (in case you still haven't realised the answer on your own) I taught myself the answer to your first question when I was 18 & faced with the prospect of being 'hurt to the point where death seemed better than life'. I believe the answer to be you must love 'yourself' first and foremost. To to show yourself a healthy respect (which also makes you more lovable in the eyes of others) love with all you have, but don't ever forget yourself in the equation. & yes; a lot of women are fiercely tedious... haha.
It doesnt surprise me that there are broken bones especially, mainly because so many who are kept inside for so long get brittle bone density due to lack of vitamin D / vitamin D 3. I totally understand your point of view regarding medical and avoiding it and also about the outrageous pricing, especially for those who may not receive any help financially from the outside and have quite a lot of years to spend in there. Wishing you the best and hope that things are looking up in your life now! was happy to see replies from your friend, Im sure you were too! -CC
Wishing you both the best with staying in touch, as I know from experience the cyst thing is not pleasant (and neither is the surgery if cancer is hormone fed which means they dont even give you medicines needed to help with the huge changes- mood swings and such that suck!) and can be time consuming due to tons of medical appointments before and even more after you find out what has to be done from there forward. I am glad to see you have someone who loves you and has chosen to adopt you as well! (smile) Take care, both of you! Sending best wishes both directions! -CC
Perhaps I should clarify: please, Mr Pinson, tell us (regale, if you will) all the good acts you've done for humanity. Please be specific as to your list of "good deeds". I will take them into consideration as a model for what I NEED TO DO FOR HUMANITY. (A list of your good deeds will help).
I hope that you have gotten in touch by now with the one you cared so much about who you thought had disappeared. I see that she didnt, and that is great news. Those out here may get sidetracked/busy taking care of business and making the right decisions etc but if they love you, I hope the responses above that you received show that they will never truly disappear from your life forever! I hope both of you are doing well and the tattoo idea is truly sweet! Take care!
Maisha- Im very interested in what you have to say as I understand very well and know that unless one has been there, they do not always understand why women cannot just get away from such relationships. Ive shared my story with many victims advocates in training to show (reinforce) what happens when you do try to get away, and what it is like when even a protective order strictly enforced does not help.....if a partner is angry enough and sees you as a possession of his only, its only a piece of paper to him and he will violate it quickly, and if he finds he cannot hurt the one he loved he will go after the ones THEY love etc. It happens more than others understand and it happens in secrecy, until its truly a matter of escaping safely. Id love to keep up with your blog here and read what you have to share, please keep writing. -CC
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I hope all is going well for you.
Nicki
Nicki
It would be good to see you send through some more posts; I see you haven't been here for a year now.
Nicki
(from France)