HI LEONARD, MY NAME IS EVA AND I WILL LIKE TO BLOG WITH YOU I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ON LOCK DOWN AND HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO HAVE THAT OUTSIDE COMMUNICATION I WILL DO MY BEST TO KEEP UP WITH BLOGGING LOL CAUSE IF I HAD TO WRITE A LETTER IT WILL PROBALLY TAKE MORE TIME THAN I SHOULD LET IT TAKE (LAZY) LOL BUT I KINDA LIKE THIS NEW WAY OF COMMUNICATION SO LETS SEE HOW THIS WORKS
It might be surprising to know that your message is a promise of redemption to someone outside, but it is. So many people make such terrible mistakes in their lives, and it is so easy to give up in despair. But you are right - it's never too late to work on fixing it, and that is a better solution than just giving up. Thanks for your post, it has helped me to clarify a big problem in my life right now - one that seems huge, but now I see that it really isn't. I'll survive no matter what. I wish the same for you.
That was a very powerful message. It sounds like you've been lucky because you had the will to try to change yourself. Most of us don't have the will or the strength, and we just coast along lying to ourselves and everyone else because it's easier. I wish you true success in your quest. Oh, and the artwork is pretty impressive, too. All the best, Puccesca
Writing can sometimes remind one of emptying a large bucket of water. You have to start slow or you will loose water where you did not mean to spill. When you pour with care the lighter the bucket becomes until you realize one day....you can now carry the bucket with you anywhere because it does not weigh you down any longer.
Your bucket is heavy now but pouring will change all that!
Mindfulness to me is the realization of the entirety of existence held in the moments of our consciousness. That the way reality as we perceive it is only a perception, but also a direction of choices. I've recently been inspired by a quote from Martin Luther King, Jr. from his book 'Where do we go from here: Community or Choas'. It goes "Freedom is always within destiny. It is the chosen fulfillment of our destined nature. We are always both free and destined."
Thank you for your letter as it has inspired me also.
I give you a lot of credit for being so open and straightforward; it isn't easy to do. I know just what you mean when you say the past is set in stone. Right now, I'm facing a very painful situation. It is very different from yours, and I'll admit I'm still far better off than you are, but for me, my situation is devastating - all because of my own actions. No matter how hard I wish I could have a "do over," I'm stuck with the choices I have made, and there's no undoing that. The only thing I can do now is to do what you're doing - try to show some dignity and accept the consequences. Your post has kind of inspired me that way. Thanks for writing it. ~ Puccesca
People who are unpleasant, annoying, frightening, or just mean, often also have some surprising, unexpected goodness in them, too. People aren't always willing to see the goodness, though, because that takes a little effort, and makes it much harder to slap a label on someone and then just forget about them. I wonder about you, about who you are and what your world is like. I try to imagine it, and what it is like for you. That's not a really strong connection between us, and maybe it's just a passing connection, but it's a connection. You've reached someone.
Hi Daniel thats an amazing blog i too tired to take it all in now but just wanted drop a quick comment. Maybe no-one wrote you yet cos is a bit too much knowledge to grasp and got overwhelmed:-) Me too. I been bit crazy in mi life but i starting to realise craziest thing i ever done was go see these psychatrists take their drugs and listen to their mostly nonsensical ideas. I would have been a lot better off come on here read your blog and others like it. Sorry to hear you feeling isolated, me 2 cos i got myself into isolation/depression and kept moving away try cut ties to get away from street drugs. Tho i only in an invisible prison with bars mostly of mi own making so at least i got the opportunity to get mi head sorted get back out in the world more. I trying to figure mi path i down with yeshua/jeasus and the budda too who you like. Im thinking maybe i go the shaman route cos i hear lots of them do isolation thing for preparation so done part of it and it does seem kinda familiar too if u get how i mean. I think its amazing what your trying to do for yourself and other imates props to you. I gonna try and write you sometime the guy i write too who told me about this site is called LaRon so half his name is same as your brothers Ron and bridgewater in your address is same name as a kids home i was in in Oz. the country not the tv show about prison lol. I cant read the post code and prison number clearly but i try send a card or something see if you receive it. I learn about these syncronicitys in that celestine prophecy book. Stay Blessed and thanks for a very inspiring read.
Hey LaRon great blog babe some of this art teachers remind me how they say about some these music critics eg that they dont have much talent but wish they did so they try put down ppl who do whether consciously or subconsciously. It must been harsh that happening to you when you were young but if is part of the reason why u ended up not learning art formally but done it self taught then is like a positive in it too cos your art rocks. I think if get too much official learning can stop the flow of creativity and as you seem to flow like tao could have ended up better off. I start think the only thing i done right in this life was mess up mi formal educations but i seem to have picked up a few things here and there. I did do some school college and even uni but never stuck at it long prefering to also be autodicdatic /self taught. I always thought Bob Marley lyric - building church and university trying to brainwash educate i made a lot of sense. Its amazing how you managed rehabilitate yourself so much despite being in a place designed to not allow that. I replying your letter u rite mi address not changed. Stay Blessed, Michelle
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MY NAME IS EVA AND I WILL LIKE TO BLOG WITH YOU I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ON LOCK DOWN AND HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO HAVE THAT OUTSIDE COMMUNICATION I WILL DO MY BEST TO KEEP UP WITH BLOGGING LOL CAUSE IF I HAD TO WRITE A LETTER IT WILL PROBALLY TAKE MORE TIME THAN I SHOULD LET IT TAKE (LAZY) LOL BUT I KINDA LIKE THIS NEW WAY OF COMMUNICATION SO LETS SEE HOW THIS WORKS
All the best,
Puccesca
Your bucket is heavy now but pouring will change all that!
Love Dad
Thank you for your letter as it has inspired me also.
~ Puccesca